I would love to experience a real tailored hypnosis session. I've heard about a sensory trance that can give the sensation of gaining very rapidly, bursting out of clothes and expanding to fill a whole room even. That's something I'd like to experience.
11 years
somewhereintx wrote:Mr Gosh wrote:somewhereintx wrote:
I have a thin, athletic build (I work out a lot) and I have the hardest time getting bigger guys to believe i'm attracted to them, especially ones in the 500+ range.
It's been ingrained in us, since childhood in a lot of cases, that big is bad. We'll be unhealthy, unattractive, unwanted, unhappy as long as we look the way we do. It's straight up indoctrination. When we see that beautiful being at the gates of the Jonestown compound holding out a loving hand we ache to accept it and surrender to it but we can't help looking back at that cup of tainted kool-aid, seductively beckoning us with the sweet release from the possibility of rejection which we fear is imminent.
Right, which makes it seem impossible to make more big guys believe that there are thin women who are genuinely interested in them.
I know, it's awful...and I'm guilty of it myself. Though in my case I doubt the girl in question was an FFA. But still, my first reaction is always dubiousness.
11 years
I'm almost done re-reading the Dark Tower Series (first read it in Highschool, I've seriously forgotten a lot of that book since then)
After that I'm going to read the Hunger Games.
11 years
I'm certain there are "more of us out there" than are represented on sites. Especially females I'd say.
But huzzah for gainer-spotting Cannibal!
11 years
In the intervening time since my last post the network that ran Power Yoga: Mind and Body took it off the air. Which really really sucks. I'd gotten to where it was part of my schedule almost every day and now I have trouble taking the initiative to do it on my own. It's been over a month since I've done yoga, and I'm starting to notice a difference in my fitness level. (Rubs temples) Hopefully I'll be able to get DVD's for it soon, but at the moment I need to try and at least do some weight lifting in it's place. But even that's hard.
Wish me luck.
11 years
Welcome back to Fantasy Feeder, here's to things looking up for you. And your waistline expanding at the same time.
11 years
I've been trying to combine the two elements in The Consort, and I hope that I'm doing alright with that.
11 years
