I don’t get stuffed anymore just I just have verying degrees of hunger but I do get sad when I can’t finish of an entire package of something and have to store it open cause it’s never as good the next time

Do I like huge characters in games? Absolutely. Ellie in borderlands is bae.

I’m gonna say no only because that’s a super human person in a video game, I don’t think there’s prize winning mma fighters who can do stuff like that.

Can we be morbidly obese and active? Absolutely, but let’s be realistic no one can do 9 back flips in mid air lol.

For me it’s a lifestyle I’m gonna be fat and happy regardless if I’m found attractive or not I like to eat and like being fat.

I think I just have realistic expectations I think we’re to spread out around the country/ world to say either person is gonna move for the other interactions come and go people find different things but to me it’s just what it is. Sorry if that’s vague

I went from 130 to 300 over a period of 8 years or so it was pretty gradual but one thing I remember before having visible fat all over my body was the hair I got so hairy as I gained and I’m not entirely sure why that is. And now as I’m continuing to pack on more I’m just kinda turning into a marshmallow took a long time to become as soft and squishy as I am now

Also, It’s not as big a deal people make it out to be. Were feedists so we feel kinda naughty around gaining but most people do not think that way, most people won’t say anything out of fear of hurting feelings, you might get the occasional asshole but just know there’s nothing their saying that isn’t true so it’s like “yeah I like to eat and I’m fat, and?”

I sleep on my back I just find it to be the most comforable

I went to a little get together over the weekend and someone had a new like lawn chair swing thing, I was going to sit in it and eat my food and the person who owned it yelled out to me it has a 350 lbs weight limit, I looked down at my belly and just said yeah nah and laughed they then asked how much I did weigh and I said 480 last I checked there eyes just went big and they walked away like alright lol

I just agree and amplify when people give me a hard time about my weight size etc like they gotta know that there’s nothing they can say that’ll hurt me, like “yes I am fat, and?” People want a reaction out of you, don’t give them the satisfaction

There’s some people where I’ve just set boundaries with whom I care about and for the most part they respect them.

And my agreeing and amplifing I think comes from a place of self acceptance like yeah I am fat yeah I do like to eat yeah I will end up bigger; but these aren’t moral failings

over the winter I gained like 60 pounds and I went to do what I normally do in the spring and I could barely walk up a slight incline without stopping and trying to catch my breath while whizzing, low key kinda scary so I started doing some walking around the block feeling a lot better now 3 months hills aren’t so bad now I even managed to walk an entire property without stopping!

I’ve broken 2 box springs mattresses, 3 toilet seats, a side step into a truck, and numerous plastic lawn chairs

But what’s amazing is I can’t fit on toilet seats in public, I can’t buckle a seatbelt, and chairs with armrests are a no go