Work out what to do with my life lol

Also, as with every year, try and get a certain monkey off my back...

Same as I am now, lol never actually lost weight...

Some people aren't as big on the eating part as they are on the fat part.

I find food fetish and fat fetish are not always linked.

So, I did, and i'm still having the same problem, lol what do I say to these girls? >.<

Well said.

I do this to, but at the same time it seems kind of unfair, like i'll see a huge guy and think "wow he must have done some serious gaining" But really, the majority of fat people out there are just normal like everyone else, those who are on sites like this are actually a minority.

It is, but not in the way people want and deserve to be loved.

True, but thats cause its a fetish site and stupid horny guys come here expecting to find women who are ok being treated like that, they can't seem to understand that NO ONE wants to be treated like that.

As someone who has gained, and so experienced both sides, its not that far from how the stories make out.

In general, its not that big a difference, at least for me, I don't feel fat all the time, only if I see my reflection or feel my body.

However, things happen which reinforce the idea that i'm not as thin as I used to be. I've always been a hyperactive person, so now when I jump around and stuff, it tires me out really easily and I can hardly run much, although I suspect this has more to do with being unfit then being fat, but you deffinetly feel the excess weight moving around.

As a gainer though, it is incredibly sexually satisfying to feel my thick flesh and bunched up rolls. My large belly, my squished thighs, it is all an incredible turn on. I'm not sure if its the same for people who are naturally fat, but I hope so, cause being fat is alot of fun.

lol, I moved it to weightgain. >.<