I have bought some really cute maternity tops in the past just because they fit perfectly.
When I started getting a lower belly I wore maternity jeans just for comfort while I figured out what size I should be buying with all the new weight I had been gaining.
It did feel weird buying them and sales ladies would always comment is this your first baby?
I guess I probably looked pregnant at the time.
Wide with a fat belly.

I miss Courtney (PP) she was such a sweet person to chat with.
The girl had no ego and so very nice to everyone.
Most girls as pretty as she is have ego issues.
I do miss her for sure.

You should understand 80% of what you see on TV isn't the truth.
The people in the ads are actors.
I stopped watching TV back in 2007 because nothing was worth watching.

Depakote and dilantin both made me gain weight

A big fat plump bubble butt is awesome on a guy.

I quit cigs back in 2014 and weed a long time ago.

Everybody is different so don't get discouraged.

Comic con events or even hanging out in a comic or video game store.
I never got into that stuff but I did get into food challenge events.
I never competed but there were plenty of cute fat guys to look at.
Watching a fat guy stuff/eat large amounts of food in a set time frame I get all tingly.

It felt kinda scary and exciting all at the same time.
I was sooo skinny and every lb gained was so noticeable.
It took a while for my metabolism to slow down to the point I would gain in spurts 5lbs here and 10lbs there.
When people would notice and comment how curvy I was getting it felt really good.
My confidence level went way up too because now I had curves and boobs finally.

I went from a drugged out 110 lbs mess to a curvy chubster to a overweight cow at 350lbs to an all out fat hog weighing 425 at my highest.