Scared of actually getting fat.

I have definitely been scared of getting fat. Initially, it was purely about what others would think... mostly a few close relatives and friends (I actually like reactions from random people and some friends). Then I let go a bit (ok a lot, 80 lbs haha), and the fear subsided a little, but it still prevents me from getting fatter than 250 lbs. I really want to see what another 50 lbs would feel like but I cant get over the fear of others reactions. I also now worry a little more about health as there have been some effects (minor so far). Such a weird conflict because reactions and health (and other) effects turn me on, but also cause fear!
6 years

Family fattening you up

Haha yeah, my girlfriend's mother seems to want to fatten me up and takes note any time I lose a few pounds. I love it of course. Way better than when an exes mother actually put diet magazines out for me to read, when I had only gained 5lbs and wasn't even fat.
7 years

Out of breath (detail)

Sounds familiar smiley Great feeling, isn't it?
7 years

Has anyone ever eaten a whole box of donuts?

I have no problem eating a box of donuts all in a row. I have eaten 12 Boston creme and could have eaten more.
7 years

Fat boy humiliation

I echo all of the above. I love the idea of being teased about letting go, getting out of shape, outgrowing clothes, etc. And would love to then be fed more and shamed
7 years

Invisible stretch marks?

I have many too. I didn't notice them while I was gaining but I feel them now and recently noticed some redness in old pics tracking my initial rapid gain. I used to think it was strange that I didn't get stretch marks, but I guess I did but they are just tiny.
7 years

"i didn't recognise you!"

Oh yeah, for sure. This just happened a few weeks ago when i saw a colleague I hadn't seen in a few years. I was standing about 5 feet away from her in a line and could tell she look right past me without recognizing me. So I said hello and she "oh hey, I didn't recognize you!" That was the clearly the polite way to say, "wow, you got so fat." I guess I did put on at least 60-70 lbs since I saw her last though.
7 years

Question for all

This is is exactly my story. I always liked chubby gaining girls and used to be thin, but at some point I decided I wanted to get fat and let go too!
7 years

How many slices of pizza can you eat?

A whole NY style pizza, so 8 large slices... maybe more...
7 years

How long did it take?

A few years, but mostly because I gained in two bursts of ~40 lbs that each took a few months. I also yoyo-ed quite a bit as I hesitated or changed my mind. Still gained over 80 lbs total.
7 years
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