I know the exact feeling, stuffing myself or seeing my weight climb is incredibly arousing, but at the same time, I'm not liking finding that I can't do stuff I did before, while right now I'm just finding it difficult to do somethings I used to do, the recognition I've been getting as somebody who went from skinny to chubby has really been making me more excited to gain weight. I guess the thought of wanting to lose a few pounds was more frequent a couple months ago.... Nowadays, I usually will eat decent for a day or two before going back and pigging out on stuff like I normally do.

Essentially, I want to occasionally lose weight, but the arousal I get from getting fatter overpowers my desire to lose the weight.

I was at the store today and i was asked why I needed so much heavy cream by a store associate. I immediately got a little embarrassed and I told a story about how I’m making stroganoff for a family reunion. A small part of me wanted to tell her that It’s all for me to drink. Has anybody ever had something like this happen to them?

I went from 140 -> 190. Over a matter of ~4 years.

Pants usually. In the time I've been gaining there's been 5 times I've needed larger pants, I've only needed to go up one shirt size. By belly is really starting to stick out more when I'm standing and I can feel my shirts sitting different on my body.

All my life I've typically worn pants that were tight enough I didn't need belts or if I did need a belt, it didn't need to be very tight. Since I've started gaining I've been getting larger pants fairly frequently. I'm now buying a size or two big so that I don't need to buy pants as often. I'm finding that when I use my belts it is extremely tight and my belly hangs over the belt completely. This really starts to hurt after a while. Does anybody have any experiences with belts that are comfortable for your belly to hang over?

I have yet to find one that's comfortable.

Don't get me wrong, I love undoing my belt buckle as I'm eating to eat more, but this isn't socially acceptable in most scenarios.

I’ve been noticing I’m finding it harder to jump over things, sometimes not making it high enough and tripping and stumbling, I tried working out the other day and I couldn’t do more than a couple pull ups. I’ve been noticing that I’ll frequrntly bump my belly into stuff and I’ll try fitting places that I barely fit through anymore. My legs now rub together and I’m getting some pretty rad stretch marks on my upper thighs. Not to mention I’ve went up 2 pant sizes in the last 8 months. And a shirt size after a coworker made a remark about me wearing the tightest shirts I could find. I never realized how tight they were lol.

I would dream of being ~400 pounds. With most of the weight in my gut, moobs, and thighs. I’d love to see my gut covered in stretch marks. Realistically, I think I’ll see a max of 230 if I keep with my current profession.

I had issues gaining for a while. Heavy cream on and off and trying to gain weight, then try to diet really seems to break any plateaus I hit.

I think a liter would be more than your body could process and most of it would be wasted. If you did want to do that, it’s something you should ramp up to, the odds of getting sick off of that much cream is really high.

This year I’ve gained 18 pounds, put 3 inches on my gut, and passed my goal of 190 pounds. Still trying to decide what my next goal is. I’m thinking maybe 205 by the end of the year but I’m not sure. I have a physical job and me getting fatter is actually making my job tougher. I love and hate that aspect. Hopefully I don’t have to do as much physical labor soon and I can really pack on the pounds.