I've been maintaining around 570 throughout the warm weather months, so my brain actually forgot I'm still 80 pounds heavier than I was last fall. So imagine my surprise when I pulled out my winter clothes, which range from ill-fitting, to painfully tight, to unable to cover my gut, to not fitting at all. I'm also too fat to zip the winter coat I bought last year. That makes sense, considering I blew up during the holiday season and then continued to pack on some pounds in early spring.
Super-sized folks (and significant others), any brands/makers you can recommend for warm coats in the 9XL and 10XL range?
9 months
Obviously someone my size isn't likely to turn down either, but I can pack away some pies! Dutch apple, Cherry, strawberry, and sweet potato are my favorite!
9 months
Thanks to those who have shared your experiences. I'm 567, so I'm big, and I probably would be open to being much bigger, but my health won't allow it. Hope you continue to enjoy each day at any size!
9 months
Morbidly A Beast:
Facts I plan on it just gotta shake this congestion cough stuff I have goin
As someone with a slew of allergies, I know it's not just something to sneeze at, if you'll pardon the pun. Hang in there, and give yourself the grace to ease back into your routine and rebuild your stamina! Feel better soon!
9 months
Ballbelly909:
I do find the thoughts of a FFA putting through those paces intriguing ….. nice fantasy …
Munchies:
I've done something similar with my partner before. However, it was for a much shorter amount of time. I'd only recommend doing something like that if you enjoy pain.
For the month we did it, his belly was almost constantly at its breaking point. There were a few days when he needed a break or to slow down. We are sadomasochistic, so we enjoyed the immense suffering he experienced.
In the moment, he never wanted to stop, but when I forced him to stop the next month, and the horny died down, he was grateful.
BigBallBellyGirl:
When I did my 90k calorie feast over two days last Thanksgiving, I was incredibly turned on, but I have a high tolerance for pain and also a good dose of masochism. I had a very intense stomach ache, my belly and sides hurt from stretching, my breathing was labored for three days, and my hands swelled up so much I couldn't type on a keyboard. Admittedly, I didn't give my body time to recover, because I kept eating and gained about 50 lb in a month. It's not for everybody, and I generally would advise against it unless someone really really really knew what they were getting into. I was barely able to move throughout the holiday season.
Munchies:
Honestly, I've always considered you to be several order of magnitude more intense than Mochi could ever be. The things you've accomplished are outright impressive.
I'm also impressed by your dedication to find your balance. That's really hard to do, but you are doing it anyway.
BigBallBellyGirl:
It is hard, because not a day goes by that I don't want to eat my way into oblivion. I also miss the thrill of gaining honestly.
However, I've made a bunch of lifestyle changes as far as what I eat and how much. To me, it's what I need to do, not just to avoid another medical emergency, but also in order to stay fat. If I had continued to eat 20,000 calories a day and get bigger and bigger, really bad things would have happened with my heart condition, and I knew that even if I survived another crisis, I would then be in a situation where it would be imperative for me to lose weight. I don't want that either. I'm around 565 to 570, and I'm very happy with my body. I'm under no illusion that I am the picture of health, but if I can keep bringing my blood pressure and cholesterol down and keep building some strength, I can avoid medically necessary weigh loss and continue to enjoy a body that I've worked hard for.
Munchies:
Yeah. You're cool. A world without you is a sad one.
Sincerely appreciate the support ... as well as your emphasis on how a feedee's journey is individualized as anything else in life (and not something that can be gate kept by anyone who thinks it's only legitimate if it's endless eating and endless gaining)!
9 months
Ballbelly909:
I do find the thoughts of a FFA putting through those paces intriguing ….. nice fantasy …
Munchies:
I've done something similar with my partner before. However, it was for a much shorter amount of time. I'd only recommend doing something like that if you enjoy pain.
For the month we did it, his belly was almost constantly at its breaking point. There were a few days when he needed a break or to slow down. We are sadomasochistic, so we enjoyed the immense suffering he experienced.
In the moment, he never wanted to stop, but when I forced him to stop the next month, and the horny died down, he was grateful.
BigBallBellyGirl:
When I did my 90k calorie feast over two days last Thanksgiving, I was incredibly turned on, but I have a high tolerance for pain and also a good dose of masochism. I had a very intense stomach ache, my belly and sides hurt from stretching, my breathing was labored for three days, and my hands swelled up so much I couldn't type on a keyboard. Admittedly, I didn't give my body time to recover, because I kept eating and gained about 50 lb in a month. It's not for everybody, and I generally would advise against it unless someone really really really knew what they were getting into. I was barely able to move throughout the holiday season.
Munchies:
Honestly, I've always considered you to be several order of magnitude more intense than Mochi could ever be. The things you've accomplished are outright impressive.
I'm also impressed by your dedication to find your balance. That's really hard to do, but you are doing it anyway.
It is hard, because not a day goes by that I don't want to eat my way into oblivion. I also miss the thrill of gaining honestly.
However, I've made a bunch of lifestyle changes as far as what I eat and how much. To me, it's what I need to do, not just to avoid another medical emergency, but also in order to stay fat. If I had continued to eat 20,000 calories a day and get bigger and bigger, really bad things would have happened with my heart condition, and I knew that even if I survived another crisis, I would then be in a situation where it would be imperative for me to lose weight. I don't want that either. I'm around 565 to 570, and I'm very happy with my body. I'm under no illusion that I am the picture of health, but if I can keep bringing my blood pressure and cholesterol down and keep building some strength, I can avoid medically necessary weigh loss and continue to enjoy a body that I've worked hard for.
9 months
Ballbelly909:
I do find the thoughts of a FFA putting through those paces intriguing ….. nice fantasy …
Munchies:
I've done something similar with my partner before. However, it was for a much shorter amount of time. I'd only recommend doing something like that if you enjoy pain.
For the month we did it, his belly was almost constantly at its breaking point. There were a few days when he needed a break or to slow down. We are sadomasochistic, so we enjoyed the immense suffering he experienced.
In the moment, he never wanted to stop, but when I forced him to stop the next month, and the horny died down, he was grateful.
When I did my 90k calorie feast over two days last Thanksgiving, I was incredibly turned on, but I have a high tolerance for pain and also a good dose of masochism. I had a very intense stomach ache, my belly and sides hurt from stretching, my breathing was labored for three days, and my hands swelled up so much I couldn't type on a keyboard. Admittedly, I didn't give my body time to recover, because I kept eating and gained about 50 lb in a month. It's not for everybody, and I generally would advise against it unless someone really really really knew what they were getting into. I was barely able to move throughout the holiday season.
9 months
BigBallBellyGirl:
Since a health crisis, I've been maintaining my current wait and working to eat healthy, but I MISS stuffing, and it's been getting harder and harder not to Door Dash ALL the food and eat my way into oblivion. Instead of going down that slippery slope, I did a fruit and vegetable stuffing and was pleased with the results -- that internal tightness and a heavy, full belly.
Stuffing included:
- 1 pound of strawberries
- 2 bananas
- 2 green apples, each with a tablespoon of low fat peanut butter
- 2 pounds of grapes
- 16 oz. low-fat cottage cheese
- 16 oz. of green beans with low sodium marinara sauce (much tastier than it sounds)
- 1 lb bag of broccoli and cauliflower, sauteed in light Italian dressing
- 1 large baked sweet potato
- 2 liters of Diet Sprite
- 1 large pecan, strawberry and Bleu cheese salad
- 4 cups of clear, sugar free jello
Not quite the same as feasts when I was in my "gaining prime" but I did enjoy some good belly bloating and somewhat satisfy my stuffing urge!
Snivvels:
Sounds like a good way to indulge in the fetish whilst giving your body some nutrients at the same time. Does it feel as good as stuffing with unhealthy food?
It wasn't quite the same. I have a weakness for carbs, cheese, etc., and veggies don't hit the spot in the same way. It was worthwhile though as an alternative, because I felt my belly tighten a bit. I'm too fat for bloating to be visible to others, but I can always tell because my arms rest higher against my body.
9 months
Vick:
Hey all, I just had to express a weird quirk I've always had with the hope that others may be able to relate to and/or have some answers for. I've been into feederism, weight gain, fat in general all my life, but I feel disgusted by NSFW and pornography, and have no desire whatsoever for sex or anything related. Does that make me asexual? I feel like it doesn't because I'm still attracted to the fetish, but I don't know what I'd call that... It'd just be nice to know if I'm not alone in that regard.
Thanks ^^
Munchies:
Ace people are in pretty much every kink and fetish. And what is kink if not a niche adult hobby?
I mean, at the end of the day, feedism is about eating a lot of food and maybe getting fat. If that's not aro/ace friendly, idk what is.
Completely agree. The kink is highly individualized anyway. For some people, it's about fat, other people enjoy the gain more than fat itself, and others love the actual act of stuffing. For me it's all three. The point is, the kink is so highly individualized, people will engage with it in very different ways. And it doesn't have to be sexual by any means.
9 months
Since a health crisis, I've been maintaining my current wait and working to eat healthy, but I MISS stuffing, and it's been getting harder and harder not to Door Dash ALL the food and eat my way into oblivion. Instead of going down that slippery slope, I did a fruit and vegetable stuffing and was pleased with the results -- that internal tightness and a heavy, full belly.
Stuffing included:
- 1 pound of strawberries
- 2 bananas
- 2 green apples, each with a tablespoon of low fat peanut butter
- 2 pounds of grapes
- 16 oz. low-fat cottage cheese
- 16 oz. of green beans with low sodium marinara sauce (much tastier than it sounds)
- 1 lb bag of broccoli and cauliflower, sauteed in light Italian dressing
- 1 large baked sweet potato
- 2 liters of Diet Sprite
- 1 large pecan, strawberry and Bleu cheese salad
- 4 cups of clear, sugar free jello
Not quite the same as feasts when I was in my "gaining prime" but I did enjoy some good belly bloating and somewhat satisfy my stuffing urge!
9 months
