Recreating mochi's epic stuffings

Ballbelly909:
I do find the thoughts of a FFA putting through those paces intriguing ….. nice fantasy …

Munchies:
I've done something similar with my partner before. However, it was for a much shorter amount of time. I'd only recommend doing something like that if you enjoy pain.

For the month we did it, his belly was almost constantly at its breaking point. There were a few days when he needed a break or to slow down. We are sadomasochistic, so we enjoyed the immense suffering he experienced.

In the moment, he never wanted to stop, but when I forced him to stop the next month, and the horny died down, he was grateful.

BigBallBellyGirl:
When I did my 90k calorie feast over two days last Thanksgiving, I was incredibly turned on, but I have a high tolerance for pain and also a good dose of masochism. I had a very intense stomach ache, my belly and sides hurt from stretching, my breathing was labored for three days, and my hands swelled up so much I couldn't type on a keyboard. Admittedly, I didn't give my body time to recover, because I kept eating and gained about 50 lb in a month. It's not for everybody, and I generally would advise against it unless someone really really really knew what they were getting into. I was barely able to move throughout the holiday season.

Munchies:
Honestly, I've always considered you to be several order of magnitude more intense than Mochi could ever be. The things you've accomplished are outright impressive.

I'm also impressed by your dedication to find your balance. That's really hard to do, but you are doing it anyway.

BigBallBellyGirl:
It is hard, because not a day goes by that I don't want to eat my way into oblivion. I also miss the thrill of gaining honestly.

However, I've made a bunch of lifestyle changes as far as what I eat and how much. To me, it's what I need to do, not just to avoid another medical emergency, but also in order to stay fat. If I had continued to eat 20,000 calories a day and get bigger and bigger, really bad things would have happened with my heart condition, and I knew that even if I survived another crisis, I would then be in a situation where it would be imperative for me to lose weight. I don't want that either. I'm around 565 to 570, and I'm very happy with my body. I'm under no illusion that I am the picture of health, but if I can keep bringing my blood pressure and cholesterol down and keep building some strength, I can avoid medically necessary weigh loss and continue to enjoy a body that I've worked hard for.

Munchies:
Yeah. You're cool. A world without you is a sad one.


Sincerely appreciate the support ... as well as your emphasis on how a feedee's journey is individualized as anything else in life (and not something that can be gate kept by anyone who thinks it's only legitimate if it's endless eating and endless gaining)!
7 months

Recreating mochi's epic stuffings

Ballbelly909:
I do find the thoughts of a FFA putting through those paces intriguing ….. nice fantasy …

Munchies:
I've done something similar with my partner before. However, it was for a much shorter amount of time. I'd only recommend doing something like that if you enjoy pain.

For the month we did it, his belly was almost constantly at its breaking point. There were a few days when he needed a break or to slow down. We are sadomasochistic, so we enjoyed the immense suffering he experienced.

In the moment, he never wanted to stop, but when I forced him to stop the next month, and the horny died down, he was grateful.

BigBallBellyGirl:
When I did my 90k calorie feast over two days last Thanksgiving, I was incredibly turned on, but I have a high tolerance for pain and also a good dose of masochism. I had a very intense stomach ache, my belly and sides hurt from stretching, my breathing was labored for three days, and my hands swelled up so much I couldn't type on a keyboard. Admittedly, I didn't give my body time to recover, because I kept eating and gained about 50 lb in a month. It's not for everybody, and I generally would advise against it unless someone really really really knew what they were getting into. I was barely able to move throughout the holiday season.

Munchies:
Honestly, I've always considered you to be several order of magnitude more intense than Mochi could ever be. The things you've accomplished are outright impressive.

I'm also impressed by your dedication to find your balance. That's really hard to do, but you are doing it anyway.


It is hard, because not a day goes by that I don't want to eat my way into oblivion. I also miss the thrill of gaining honestly.

However, I've made a bunch of lifestyle changes as far as what I eat and how much. To me, it's what I need to do, not just to avoid another medical emergency, but also in order to stay fat. If I had continued to eat 20,000 calories a day and get bigger and bigger, really bad things would have happened with my heart condition, and I knew that even if I survived another crisis, I would then be in a situation where it would be imperative for me to lose weight. I don't want that either. I'm around 565 to 570, and I'm very happy with my body. I'm under no illusion that I am the picture of health, but if I can keep bringing my blood pressure and cholesterol down and keep building some strength, I can avoid medically necessary weigh loss and continue to enjoy a body that I've worked hard for.
7 months

Recreating mochi's epic stuffings

Ballbelly909:
I do find the thoughts of a FFA putting through those paces intriguing ….. nice fantasy …

Munchies:
I've done something similar with my partner before. However, it was for a much shorter amount of time. I'd only recommend doing something like that if you enjoy pain.

For the month we did it, his belly was almost constantly at its breaking point. There were a few days when he needed a break or to slow down. We are sadomasochistic, so we enjoyed the immense suffering he experienced.

In the moment, he never wanted to stop, but when I forced him to stop the next month, and the horny died down, he was grateful.


When I did my 90k calorie feast over two days last Thanksgiving, I was incredibly turned on, but I have a high tolerance for pain and also a good dose of masochism. I had a very intense stomach ache, my belly and sides hurt from stretching, my breathing was labored for three days, and my hands swelled up so much I couldn't type on a keyboard. Admittedly, I didn't give my body time to recover, because I kept eating and gained about 50 lb in a month. It's not for everybody, and I generally would advise against it unless someone really really really knew what they were getting into. I was barely able to move throughout the holiday season.
7 months

Fruit and veggie stuffing for a good belly bloat

BigBallBellyGirl:
Since a health crisis, I've been maintaining my current wait and working to eat healthy, but I MISS stuffing, and it's been getting harder and harder not to Door Dash ALL the food and eat my way into oblivion. Instead of going down that slippery slope, I did a fruit and vegetable stuffing and was pleased with the results -- that internal tightness and a heavy, full belly.

Stuffing included:
- 1 pound of strawberries
- 2 bananas
- 2 green apples, each with a tablespoon of low fat peanut butter
- 2 pounds of grapes
- 16 oz. low-fat cottage cheese
- 16 oz. of green beans with low sodium marinara sauce (much tastier than it sounds)
- 1 lb bag of broccoli and cauliflower, sauteed in light Italian dressing
- 1 large baked sweet potato
- 2 liters of Diet Sprite
- 1 large pecan, strawberry and Bleu cheese salad
- 4 cups of clear, sugar free jello

Not quite the same as feasts when I was in my "gaining prime" but I did enjoy some good belly bloating and somewhat satisfy my stuffing urge!

Snivvels:
Sounds like a good way to indulge in the fetish whilst giving your body some nutrients at the same time. Does it feel as good as stuffing with unhealthy food?


It wasn't quite the same. I have a weakness for carbs, cheese, etc., and veggies don't hit the spot in the same way. It was worthwhile though as an alternative, because I felt my belly tighten a bit. I'm too fat for bloating to be visible to others, but I can always tell because my arms rest higher against my body.
7 months

A question regarding sexuality and feederism

Vick:
Hey all, I just had to express a weird quirk I've always had with the hope that others may be able to relate to and/or have some answers for. I've been into feederism, weight gain, fat in general all my life, but I feel disgusted by NSFW and pornography, and have no desire whatsoever for sex or anything related. Does that make me asexual? I feel like it doesn't because I'm still attracted to the fetish, but I don't know what I'd call that... It'd just be nice to know if I'm not alone in that regard.
Thanks ^^

Munchies:
Ace people are in pretty much every kink and fetish. And what is kink if not a niche adult hobby?

I mean, at the end of the day, feedism is about eating a lot of food and maybe getting fat. If that's not aro/ace friendly, idk what is.


Completely agree. The kink is highly individualized anyway. For some people, it's about fat, other people enjoy the gain more than fat itself, and others love the actual act of stuffing. For me it's all three. The point is, the kink is so highly individualized, people will engage with it in very different ways. And it doesn't have to be sexual by any means.
7 months

Fruit and veggie stuffing for a good belly bloat

Since a health crisis, I've been maintaining my current wait and working to eat healthy, but I MISS stuffing, and it's been getting harder and harder not to Door Dash ALL the food and eat my way into oblivion. Instead of going down that slippery slope, I did a fruit and vegetable stuffing and was pleased with the results -- that internal tightness and a heavy, full belly.

Stuffing included:
- 1 pound of strawberries
- 2 bananas
- 2 green apples, each with a tablespoon of low fat peanut butter
- 2 pounds of grapes
- 16 oz. low-fat cottage cheese
- 16 oz. of green beans with low sodium marinara sauce (much tastier than it sounds)
- 1 lb bag of broccoli and cauliflower, sauteed in light Italian dressing
- 1 large baked sweet potato
- 2 liters of Diet Sprite
- 1 large pecan, strawberry and Bleu cheese salad
- 4 cups of clear, sugar free jello

Not quite the same as feasts when I was in my "gaining prime" but I did enjoy some good belly bloating and somewhat satisfy my stuffing urge!
7 months

Health challenges

BiggerestBelly:
So I've been trying to gain for a little while now. Ive been stuck between 280 and 300 for over a year now. I keep running into issues where I will begin to gain but as soon as I do my cholesterol and blood pressure start going back up. Does anyone have any experience getting through this and continuing to gain healthily? I hate to think that im stuck being so small.


I know some people have an interest in health issues but it sounds like you don't. I don't either. However, they're inevitable at my size (570lsmiley. All super obese people don't have the same experiences of course, but there's more likely than not going to be *some* issues (e.g. blood pressure, knees, diabetes, loss of mobility, etc.)

Several years ago around 370lb., my doctor was very concerned about my blood pressure. For the first time in my life, I intentionally lost weight, ultimately getting down to 190lb. I hated being smaller, although I was still technically obese. I ended up gaining back all the weight plus another 200lb. through massive stuffings and a daily calorie intake consistently above 10,000.

As I was regaining, I was in better health around 400lb. than I had been at my previous high weight, which was 30lb. lighter. It wasn't until I got significantly bigger that I had a health crisis, a heart surgery, and a very clear directive from my medical team to change my eating habits or I wouldn't be here anymore.

I may be deluding myself, but I honestly think, if I had made and maintained dramatic lifestyle changes around 400lb., I could have avoided some of my issues while still gaining, albeit at a much slower pace. Things I might have done differently:

- Walk and move my body much more, maybe even lifted some weights
- Made my most massive stuffings (20K to 30K calories) a special event every couple of months instead of a weekly occurrence. God knows my fiance and I would have more money on our honeymoon fund.
- Eaten a surplus of healthy calories every day instead of existing off pizza, fried food, pasta, pies, etc

I truly believe if I had taken the steps above, the impact my gain had on my health might have been lessened. These might be options for you.

To be clear, I don't regret getting this fat. I wish I had the option of getting bigger. And I actually don't regret the stuffing experiences I had either. They were damn hot, and I fantasize about them all the time. What *wasn't* fun was having heart surgery, struggling with access to medical care because of my size, and scaring the shit out of my fiance, who blamed himself, from his point of view, for letting our fetish reach an extreme that could have killed me. It's absolutely NOT his fault. He's dominant when it comes to sexy times, but I'm actually more likely to push my body past signs of distress when stuffing. Every pound and calorie was 100% because I wanted it. We're still working through his misplaced guilt

I said all that not to discourage you, but to say I think it's smart you're paying attention to your body's warning signs. I don't think you have to stop gaining, but keep your body moving. Drink water. Eat plenty of healthy foods to get to your calorie surplus, and make the fast foods or stuffings, if you're into that, a special treat to spur on your gain.

Very best of luck to you
8 months

Taco bell stuffing

Munchies:
I think every glutton should have an idea of how much food an average person eats to appreciate better just how much of a glutton they are.

On thing I love to do when I am stuffing my partner is to compare just how much he eats to what an average person would eat. It really heightens the experience.

Morbidly A Beast:
I guess I do get looks when I solo an appetizer and two entrees when I’m out to eat. The best is pizza people eat like 1 or two slices how about 2 large pizzas? Lol


Anything can be an individual serving if you try hard enough!!
8 months

Taco bell stuffing

Morbidly A Beast:
Same! Nothing beats soloing a party box of soft shells, I also love their chilupas I kill like 6 and a few beefy 5 layers XD all drenched in Diablo sauce


Stahp it!! You're making me crave a Taco Bell stuffing, and I can't do that tonight. LOL.

I LOVE Diablo sauce! I don't even think it's all that hot. Then again, I haven't found many things that are too hot for me, so there's that!
8 months

Back for being overweight...

Glitter Jelly:
It's official, I'm fat again...

Not fat as in "I feel fat today", fat as in medically overweight (BMI > 25).

I was a chubby kid and as an adult I used to be much heavier (180+ lbs) but after loosing a lot of weight about 10 years ago I was proud that I had managed to keep most of it off.

For the last few years, my weight was pretty stable, fluctuating between 115-120 lbs. Last October, I was 121 lbs.

In March, after noticing some of my clothes (non-stretch dresses and jeans particularly) were getting noticeably tighter, I decided to step on the scale and cried when I saw I was 125 lbs.

I started being more sell conscious and adopted a more restrictive diet, which was easy as I had been prescribed a stimulant ADHD medication in September.

Then I started waking up at night to eat, sometimes multiple times.

Some nights it would be only a fruit and some cheese, but other nights I would eat a large slice of banana bread, spoonfuls of nut butter right from the jar, half a brick of cheese, handfuls of candy, chocolate...

It wasn't long before most of my XS-S wardrobe either didn't fit or was uncomfortably tight to the point I felt embarrassed to wear them in public.

Reluctantly, I weighted myself again in August and had a huge meltdown when I saw I was 139 lbs and had gained 15 lbs in only 5 months!

My depression has gotten really bad because I'm terrified my weight is going to climb faster and faster until I'm as fat or fatter than I used to be. Maybe this time I'll cross the line into morbid obesity.

I just bought a keyed lock for my fridge and replaced all the knobs on my kitchen cabinet for handles so I can lock them with wire locks. I'm going to keep the keys in a timed lock box with no override.

I'm hoping this will help me lose some of the extra weight or at least stop or slow down the weight gain... I'm not delusion, however, so I already started selling all my XS clothes because it's very unlikely I'll ever be that thin again as my metabolic is ruined from years of dieting.

None of this is going to help me when I sleep at my boyfriend's place (more often than not), as he doesn't want to lock his cabinets and fridge.

I suspect he likes my new curves but I sure don't. I don't recognize my body when I look in the mirror and feel very disconnected from it.

I've been on sick leave since May so my coworkers will undoubtedly notice my fuller figure even if I try to hide my fat under loose clothing.

I dread their comments, especially from those who used to praise me for / envy my formerly thin body. I used to wear pretty dresses everyday and now none of these fit me anymore.

Can anyone relate? Any advice / kind words will be appreciated.

ETA:

I know how crazy this sounds coming from someone who identifies as a FA. Yet, while I find beauty in bodies of all shapes and sizes, I struggle to see it in myself. Maybe this is PTSD from the relentless bullying / body shaming I suffered as a child?


This doesn't sound crazy at all, friend. There are many ways to enjoy your interests as an FA. For some of us, it's our own obesity; for some, it's feeling stuffed; for some it's feeding someone else and making them fat; for some, it's fantasy and stories and visuals. All of these things are perfectly okay.

The important part is, taking care of your mental health. Your body is no more or less lovable at a lower weight than a higher one, or vice versa. I will say, I wish there were more resources there for those of us who struggle. The six Employee Assistance Program visits that are standard with most employers are a nice benefit if you're exploring care and trying to find a provider. As far as restoring mental health and addressing trauma... Well, that's not going to happen in 6 hours.

Nevertheless, be kind to yourself. If you do choose to lose weight, make sure it's a positive thing to you, and not a punishment. You haven't "let yourself go" and you sure the heck haven't done anything wrong.

I hope you are continuing on a journey to self-love. You are very reflective, and you're asking questions. Those are good things. Seek out people who encourage you. And know that, while some real creeps lurk around this community, there are plenty of genuine people who will support you too. Many of us are kind, multifaceted people, who may share a common interest but are also so much more. I'm proud of you for seeking support.
8 months
56789   loading