No formal diagnosis, but I do suspect I'm somewhere on the spectrum.
1 year
I know what you mean. I became a kind of feeder and feedee in one. It's so liberating to just eat whatever you feel like and see what happens. I never really had much muscle, so I had to basically learn to stuff myself until my appetite increased. It's exciting to suddenly notice fat appearing in places you never would have guessed it would. I remember feeling disappointed that my belly wasn't bulging over my waistband like I wanted it to, but realising I couldn't fasten my shirt up. I then realised it was because I had grown love handles! That was pretty hot. And not being able to fit my ass into my underwear. That type of thing feels amazing.
1 year
I was very thin up until lockdown. That was when I decided to see if I could grow some fat on my belly. I've always found it difficult to gain weight. The scales tell me that I've gained quite a lot, but I don't think it's really noticeable enough. I've always wanted to get to the point where I could be described as plump, but I haven't really had anyone notice yet. My clothes definitely feel tighter, and some I can't fasten at all, but I feel like I'm still stuck in the 'slim' camp 🥺. Oh well, I'll just have to keep at it. It's a good excuse to eat more pizza!
1 year