Stuffing to sickness (ed tw)

Sarahishungry420:
Here's one for the Emetophiles

I have been bulimic since I was 9. I remember the first time I did it, I was so full but wanted another rice ball and 4th of july so I made myself throw up and it was like I unlocked a door that let me eat forever. But now at 31 Im dealing with some health problems. Im autistic so I like to binge eat but if I get overly full I can't keep it down anymore. I went to a brazillian steakhouse the other night for a friends birthday and got sick like 6 times every half hour i was running to the bathroom to puke what I just ate. I can't hold down large amounts of food anymore, even normal meals make me sick half the time. Im not doing it on purpose or to lose weight but I just can't hold binges down anymore and it makes me sad, but I was wondering if any guys were into Emetophilia and wanted me to record when I get sick/if stuffing to sickness is itself a fetish for anybody?

I don't have any first hand experience with bulimia so please take my comment with a huge grain of salt. But when I was skinny I would get physically ill whenever I ate a normal amount of food so I was constantly undereating. I ended up just having to take it slow and add a few more calories in each week to teach my stomach how to eat food. I'm afraid you might have to start over with teaching your stomach that lesson. Try to figure out at what point your body starts to reject food and stop eating. Give yourself a few hours to recover before you try snacking or eating a meal again. Try this for a couple weeks and then once your body gets used to it each week try to eat a few more calories per day than you did the week before. It's a slow process but it really helped me when I was struggling with body image issues when I was severely underweight
5 months

Should i wait for my metabolism to slow down?

Morbidly A Beast:
There’s websites online that will do the calculations on how many calories you need to consume to maintain your weight depending on your size and activity level, so long as you exceed this threshold of calories you will gain weight. People say you need 2000 calories per day but that isn’t the math given somones relative size and activity level.

Your body will always burn x amount of calories and you need to exceed that to gain it’s really that simple, that X factor is your metabolism. There’s no trick, unless you have like metabolic or hormonal issues.

And yes it will change as your body changes but you’ll need more calories to maintain your weight at higher weights.

Should you wait? It’s up to you it can be expensive, but worth being a big fatty imo haha smiley

It's called a TDEE calculator and they're invaluable to gaining weight when you have a fast metabolism. I used to think it was impossible because I was just thinking I needed to eat over 2,000 calories a day for the longest time. When in reality I needed to eat another 1,000 calories on top of that to gain weight. It's definitely possible to gain with a fast metabolism if just might take a bit longer and take quite a bit more food
5 months

Emotional eaters?

Peachesndreams:
Have any of you experienced emotional eating while being part of the community and if so, please share your thoughts.

If Im somewhat anxious I'll start to stress eat, like my fullness receptors just turn off and I'll pig out. But if I get too stressed my appetite just disappears and I'll struggle to force my to eat enough
5 months

Maybe i can't have a fetish?

Thiccbell:
I am starting to shy away from feedism and kinks in general and I don't know what else to do.

It's like... Maybe sexual acts or identity is something I am very green on. But no matter how much I try, I just can't see explicit stuff without feeling repulsed. And that's especially a problem when someone is just being themselves and showing how proud they are from being in their own body, or the body they want for themselves.

I just can't help to run away to avoid being insulting, but I think its being interpreted as a rejection or an offense. Which is far from what I mean. I just can't handle nudity and sexual topics. I feel repulsed by these things, while for others is a part of pride and respect.

Sorry for the downer post, I just have a lot on my mind and I felt like expressing myself a little. I don't have much interaction with these topics outside of this, after all.

I think its completely possible and valid to be a part of this community without interacting with the sexual part of it. To me gaining weight is just about changing my own body to be more comfortable to me and any sexual feelings about that is secondary. It's okay to not have those feelings at all. This experience is different to everyone.
5 months

My biggest problem with my big fat belly

Ditzy:
Mine is soft and flabby and its hard to keep my hands off it.

MRFATS53:
Yes, I'm the same.
Does yours make you wet and want to masturbate?

Munchies:
Damn

You went straight for it huh?

MRFATS53:
Hopefully we're all grown-ups on here!

Munchies:
Out here typing with your left hand.

You know she's in a relationship, right?

MRFATS53:
???

Munchies:
Where did I lose you?

SumoSized:
Bro probably thinks that just because this is a kink site that every woman on here is fair game

Munchies:
It would not be the first time that I've witnessed him do something like this, and it probably won't be the last.

You can't get through to all of them
5 months

My biggest problem with my big fat belly

Ditzy:
Mine is soft and flabby and its hard to keep my hands off it.

MRFATS53:
Yes, I'm the same.
Does yours make you wet and want to masturbate?

Munchies:
Damn

You went straight for it huh?

MRFATS53:
Hopefully we're all grown-ups on here!

Munchies:
Out here typing with your left hand.

You know she's in a relationship, right?

MRFATS53:
???

Munchies:
Where did I lose you?

Bro probably thinks that just because this is a kink site that every woman on here is fair game
5 months

Does anyone have to lose or maintain weight for jobs?

Casual Gainer:
Implicit or explicit?

At say my retail job, I would say there's an implicit limit subject to individual capability, due to the physical nature of the job.

Retail is definitely a pain while gaining, I work in retail on the weekends and my ankles are killing me by the end of the day. And bending down to stock shelves is becoming more and more difficult
5 months

Notification history gone?

I can second mine are gone as well
5 months

Become morbidly obese? live a normal life?

TheUltimate323:
I'm 22, and I'm on my way to gaining weight. I only weigh 66kg now, but my goal is to reach 82kg, which would certify me as obese. I'm 165cm tall. My goal would be to weigh between 109 and 120kg, which would make me morbidly obese.

My question is, can you live a relatively normal life at that weight? Obviously there will be some mobility limitations, not fitting into some seats, having to buy large sizes, but that turns me on.
You know, living a relatively normal life?

SumoSized:
Honestly 109 kg isn't much, that's around where I am now and it doesn't really impair my mobility as much as you seem to think it will. I mean sure my endurance has been reduced from what it was 100 lbs ago and bending down requires a bit more energy than it used to but it's negligible. And I only rarely encounter seats that are too small for me (mostly old furniture from 100 years ago at my grandparents house). As for clothes I'm between a large and XXL depending on the brand so finding clothes isn't that difficult. Except for jeans but that's only because I have muscular legs so finding jeans that fit my thighs can be a pain.
Honestly I think you're working yourself up too much. The changes are slow and I'm afraid at the pace you're posting these forum posts you'll get burnt out from the lack of progress. Just take your time and enjoy the changes as they come. You'll reach your goals and hell if you find you don't like them then you can always lose the weight. There's no such thing irreversibly fat, it does get harder to lose weight as you get bigger sure, but it's not irreversible.

TheUltimate323:
Yes, I understand everything you say. I am aware of that. But if I am 165cm tall, what do you think would be the maximum weight I could reach and still have a relatively normal life? I know this is a long term goal, but i want to have a finish goal btw.

Honestly I don't think it's a good idea to a set in stone long term goal. For me I prefer checkpoints where I take time to reevaluate how my gain is going and decide if I want to continue. When I first started gaining 200 lbs seemed like this massive accomplishment since I had gained like 75 lbs in 3 years and I honestly thought I wouldnt go much further than that. Now I'm doing check points every 50 lbs. I'm already decided I want to go past 250 but I'm still going to celebrate once I reach it. But once I get to 300 lbs I'm going to decide if I want to keep gaining to 350 stay at 300, or hell I may decide to drop some weight and hover around somewhere lower.
I just think you set yourself up for failure when you set a goal too far away into the future because you'll forget the little victories along the way and you'll burn yourself out when you don't reach that goal as quickly as you'd like
5 months

Question for vagina owners

MickRidem:
I have a female friend who is too embarrassed to ask herself, so on her behalf I'll paraphrase her question:

"I hit my highest weight and wanted to bring it down a little. I started keto this summer. I've been finding my crotch having more burning sensations. I talked to my doctor and it's not a yeast infection. I did some research and I'm wondering if it's rubbing from being heavier and more sweat down there, or if the keto diet is changing my vaginal PH balance. Or both? Using Penaten to help, but this is awful. Does anyone else experience this?"

Any experience you might have had would be appreciated.

LuvsChub04:
Um... why are you asking for a 'friend' shouldn't the friend be asking...yet ya chub rub six

Munchies:
Hun, the situation has been resolved months ago. Calm your tits.

Also he literally answered that in the first sentence, his friend was too embarrassed to ask themselves. Not everyone feels comfortable talking about their bodies online, so it was nice of OP to ask for her and it sounds like things ended up working out for her and she was appreciative. that's the sign of a good friendship, idk what luvschub is trying to imply.
5 months
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