Pretty common for your age really.
Lack of experience in a lot of things at that age.
I know I was when I was 19.
You have kinks and fantasies that you haven't figured out and all I can say it takes time to sort thru all of it so don't worry so much about it.
You aren't weird or different just a typical teenager.
One thing I can say with certainty is you will grow up and change a lot from now to age 25.
More than likely you will have a totally different outlook on things when you turn 25.

I guess my advice is don't over think everything and just sit back and let things happen naturally.
Life is not a race and you may not figure everything out in the span of your entire life.
Just chill and let things happen on their own.

I know that you know that I just said it again because most people don't understand that and have a hard time with that fact and consider them the same.

Remember canuck gender and sexuality are two different things.

I would treat them as two separate things canuck.
80% of social media is infested with trolls and fake profiles. You can't trust many people online.
When I first came online via another pro feeder site I won't name I foolishly confided in a man and woman local to me.
Turned out they wanted me in their threesome and it got to the point I was scared of them.
They were into sadomasochism and feeding and they stalked me 24/7.
I ended up getting the police involved and they both ended up in jail for what they did to me.
This site is a really special place and there are so many really caring people here .
I would trust most here but the key is keep it as distant as you can and do not share personal info with someone you just met.
If someone gets really pushy stay away from them.

Local groups is a great idea.
Thanks Raven.

Feabie would be the last place I would ask for information about anything.
I was on there when it first went online and the people were horrible.
Lots of opinions but very little facts come out of that site.
I stayed maybe a month and that was all I could stand.
I used to help with trans teens for a local LGBT center and from my experience just treat your partner with love and respect like you would anyone else.
Trans people are like anyone else they are trying to live life like any one else.

Glad to be on the fat bandwagon rickeb

I do rickeb but he happened to be very fit.
I always dated big guys in high school and college.
Actually dating a very large man currently. I love fat/chubby guys.

My ex had a home gym and I used to watch him sometimes if I was in that part of the house.
He was really buffed and very muscular.
Totally hot and very attractive for an older man.
I found it pretty hot actually.
Not the hot and sweaty part but his tight body was super sexy.

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