Sounds like you are not sure of what you want to do.
Why did you feel the need to mention in your profile that you are not gay?
Nobody cares if you are or not.

Carlos That was not real.

I have always dreamed of being a breeding station or vessel if thats what you would call it.

I caught a lot of guys staring some just smiled and some had a look of disgust but I loved it so I would smile back.

When I first started gaining I was always letting my belly/ muffin top show.
As I got bigger I let my belly peek out when wearing shirts/blouses or hoodies.
When I was over 400lbs my pants would always ride down and then my belly would stick out.
Constantly pulling my pants up over my belly.

On top is fun especially on a really big guy.
I call it bull riding.LOL omg I can't believe I said that.

I hope you have great results and get as fat as you want.

It will help you gain but don't expect a lot at first remember your metabolism holds the key.

OK just eat what you like don't feel you have to pig out on junk food to get fat.
Pigging out on junk food gave me indigestion something awful and caused me to break out with acne.
There are lots of decisions to make along the way and adjustments to foods that will help you gain weight.
Heavy cream, Ice cream are good choices.

You have to make a commitment to yourself if you really want to get fatter same as you would to work out going to a gym to lose weight.
It takes time and hard work so don't have the idea that gaining weight is easy because it isn't.
As you start eating larger amounts of food or increase caloric intake with less physical activity your metabolism will start to adjust and start storing fat.
Where it goes is up to your body.