Get out there and get your fat clothes stash started.

I love the fact my inner thighs rub all the way to my knees and when I walk all the fat makes my butt cheeks jiggle up and down and side to side.
I love how my belly jiggles when I walk.
Each step my belly will jiggle to the left and the next step it will jiggle to the right.
I had a man in Target boldly checking me out and I could tell he loved the fat moving around.
He walked past me and and said "Hey short and fluffy looking good".
I just smiled back but I really did think what he said was pretty cute and original.

Hard to say really everyone is different.
I have lost weight several times and always gained it back.
I deal with compulsive overeating so thats why I always regain the weight eventually.

If you are worried he will out you for your fetish just tell people you want to know that you are into this that way he has no power over you.
Sounds to me you enjoy the whole scenario of sub and dom so whats the problem?
Personally that whole scene seems cheeky at best and not something I would want to be a part of.
People are free to be into whatever they choose of course so if that is what you are into thats OK with me.

NY37 is right I agree totally.
The thing to remember is it doesn't matter what others think.Thats how you cope with it.
Even on your worst day you have worth and value and while you may feel unattractive someone will think you are very attractive.
I would venture to say everybody has days like that every now and then so you are not alone in feeling that way.
Personally I don't let it bother me.

Can't think of a more abusive thing to do.

Wow that must have been an amazing experience.

Very nice that you have your Dad's things.
The flag is a cool piece.
I used to have a small Japanese flag and part of the pole it was attached to but sold it to a collector.

I have collected a stash of WWII memorabilia some Vietnam battle field relics as well.
Have a few cold war era East German caps and uniform pins.
I find this stuff in antique stores and junk shops. I have some WWII and Vietnam era ammo cans.
I have started collecting Army field jackets recently and have 2 Vietnam era OD green and one tiger stripe field jackets.
Have 2 more more recent one is woodland camo and the other is desert camo.
Have a complete chemical jacket and pants from Desert storm time frame.
I find this stuff interesting so I collect it.

American history Civil war, WWII and Vietnam mostly.
Ancient and medieval Europe as well