I weigh in the morning.
Once a month.

Morbidly A Beast:
I bet you can handle double dinners XD[/quote]

I'm a big girl and need food.

Oh yes that happens to me too.
The last three days I have eaten my usual large portions but have had some very high calorie deserts on top of that.
I have noticed today I have been hungrier than usual.
Raided my snack drawer all thru the day.
Twinkies, honey buns and a snickers candy bar.
I left work and was so hungry I pulled in Dairy Queen's drive thru and got a double flame thrower meal deal with onion rings and a drink plus a butterfinger blizzard shake for the drive home.
Knowing good and well I was going to have dinner with my BF this evening.

Having hobbies is a good thing.
I couldn't imagine not having something to tinker or work on.

I have had a guitar repair side business for many years and I love to take a guitar that has been neglected and bring it back to playing condition.
I do most any stringed instrument'
I enjoy helping my Dad with his drag cars and other cars in his collection. Growing up I was always in the garage with him so that where my love of cars came from.
My Dad is also a gunsmith. I repair and refinish the wood for him.

I would suggest start eating larger portions at each meal and snacking all thru the day.
All these stories about rapid weight gain are usually just fantasies.
Getting your body used to more food going in does stretch the stomach slowly.
It takes time for your metabolism to react to the influx of more food.
Once your metabolism slows down you will gain weight steadily IF you keep eating larger portions.
Myself I have compulsive overeating disorder and have times where I eat a ridiculous amount of food.

If you live at home just go out and get a huge shake everyday.
Dairy Queen butterfinger blizzards are loaded with calories.
I will add gaining weight takes time so gaining quickly by eating certain things for a few days isn't going to do much but make you feel bloated and uncomfortable.

Witchy friends? Why?
Its strange you are trying to find her friends why can't she do it?
I will say having "friends" that walk all over you are not friends.
Two reasons people walk all over people is they are not nice people to start with and you let them.
I came here almost 14 years ago knowing very little about feedism or what a feeder and feedee were and I was able to make some friends that I still have today.