Why does a thin person want to be fat?
disco_timelord wrote
I've been alot bigger than I am now. I was close to hundred kilos in year 7. By the time I got to year 10 I'd had enough of being picked on and dropped down to 54kgs. The only way I could do it was by literally starving myself down.
I kept passing out, which I blamed on sunstroke so people wouldn't get suspicious.
In the end I was living off one small chips from red rooster halfway through the day and 2 slices of toast at night. I was so miserable that I just wanted to die.
I've been alot bigger than I am now. I was close to hundred kilos in year 7. By the time I got to year 10 I'd had enough of being picked on and dropped down to 54kgs. The only way I could do it was by literally starving myself down.
I kept passing out, which I blamed on sunstroke so people wouldn't get suspicious.
In the end I was living off one small chips from red rooster halfway through the day and 2 slices of toast at night. I was so miserable that I just wanted to die.
Pretty much the same reason for me, i gained from 60 kg to 70 hated it when i was younger and dropped to 52 kg, hated maintaining that by starving and gained weight from eating normally (and then some..) and have so far enjoyed it
16 years
When did you start noticing that you like fat people?
i have 3 main memories :
1. Remember those short tank top things from 90's Britain? Remember the plump bodies of the girls that wore them? and the way their bellies would stick out and jiggle with each step? those were good times....
2. i remember a documentary on the UK getting fatter and two important lines, "i just like food and don't mind if i get a little pudge (or something like that)" and "next time you are at the beach, take a look around and you will see women bulging out of bikinis and men stuffed into swimsuits, nearly half of the people there will be overweight and not realise", then i wanted to be seen fat at the beach with icecream
3. when i gained noticeable weight on holiday/vacation and didnt know how to suck it in, i enjoyed getting those looks off people while eating multiple servings at buffets , that belly never truely left....
1. Remember those short tank top things from 90's Britain? Remember the plump bodies of the girls that wore them? and the way their bellies would stick out and jiggle with each step? those were good times....
2. i remember a documentary on the UK getting fatter and two important lines, "i just like food and don't mind if i get a little pudge (or something like that)" and "next time you are at the beach, take a look around and you will see women bulging out of bikinis and men stuffed into swimsuits, nearly half of the people there will be overweight and not realise", then i wanted to be seen fat at the beach with icecream
3. when i gained noticeable weight on holiday/vacation and didnt know how to suck it in, i enjoyed getting those looks off people while eating multiple servings at buffets
, that belly never truely left....
16 years
