When food betrays you... or maybe my gluttony is just too much!

Food is always my best friend but there has been some times it has certainly betrayed me! By this I mean my many near death encounters which involved my overwhelming love or maybe gluttony for food. So not the few times I've gotten food poisoning because that's not really my fault, even if the restaurant did seem sketchy and the food weird but i ate it anyway, or the time I didn't cook the meat thoroughly enough at the buffet.

No these instances I would've died from just my pure gluttonous urges. One of them was a time I was driving home and from the mcdonalds to home was about 15 minutes, I was halfway through my drive but could not possibly imagine waiting any longer... so I took out my big, saucy, bigmac and began attempting to eat it. I think it may have even been with both hands šŸ˜… while still driving and controlling the wheel! safe to say I almost ended up in a ditch and that was the last time I attempted eating something quite so big when driving. I tend to stick to smaller burgers when I know I'll be driving now and they always go down a treat!

The other time also happens to involve mcdonalds. I was incredibly hungry and my mcdonalds had survived the drive home this time and so starving and gluttonous I begin to quickly jam my fries into my mouth. I'm chopping along until suddenly I'm feeling my body reacting, it's making me lurch and I realise my throat it clogged! I quickly get my throat cleared and it luckily was not caught for long. But everytime I have these encounters I always think it'd just be so like me to die from a chip or eating a big mac, my gluttony will probably be the death of me... one way or another!
1 year

This fetish never truly goes away, does it?

I agree I don't think it "goes" I think ot just gets ignored or neglected sometimes
1 year

2 fatties 1 feeder

Hi we're Blair and RosĆ©, two feedees located in Australia šŸ„° We're always hungry and looking for the next person who would like to help us expand! We have a goal of becoming half a tonne combined by the end of the year! let us know if you'd like to help us with our journey šŸ·
1 year

Someone pointed out my gains in real life!šŸ˜…šŸ·

DidĀ you know that we have a role play clip which was actually kind of based off real life...Ā šŸ˜…Ā at the time I was really on a road trip and had had a similar interaction with someone as in the clip. They made a comment about how much bigger I had gotten and at first I really was completely oblivious as I had been eating so much onĀ the trip and hadn't really looked in a mirror much or weighed myself! When I got to accommodation with scales I realised that I had been sporting a fresh few kilos from the trip alone!Ā šŸ˜…šŸ·Ā so I started recording to explore all the new fat I had recently acquired!Ā šŸ˜Ā I had new rolls and jiggles in places that had never jiggled so much before! It's was surprising but also exciting to see my body so much hugerĀ šŸ˜

NowĀ I'm just thinking about another roadtrip! possibly through Europe because imagine all the foods I could eatĀ šŸ¤¤Ā I'd honestly be worried I'd outgrow the carĀ šŸ˜³Ā which I mean is a goal of mine eventually so maybe that would kick start itĀ šŸ˜Ā if youĀ could roadtrip anywhere for food where would it be/what would you get?? I want to hear all your ideas and think about them fattening mešŸ·
1 year

Every fast food chain in one day?šŸ¤¤šŸ·

Okay so it wasn't every... but it was basically all the ones we have available where I live in Australia, which I feel isn't too many compared to places in the cities or the US but it still had me soo bloated!šŸ· It consisted of subway, hungry jacks, kfc and mcdonalds. The first three I brought all in concession of each other which made me feel so greedy! especially because the kfc and hungry jacks are only down the road from each other so anyone would've seen me pull out of the kfc drive through with enough food to feed a family (hot and spicy chicken, wicked wings, chips, gravy, potato mashies and pepper mayo sliders) and pull into hungry jacks only a couple blocks down the road! Where I would buy chicken sandwiches and BBQ cheeseburgers. All of this while already having two foot longs subs awaiting being devoured toošŸ¤¤ (the subs were a meatball sub and a seafood sensation) then after going home and devoring everything with bestie I later headed out again hitting up the mcdonalds drive through this time! Was truly such a gluttonous day šŸ· I was left feeling so bloated and gassy my burps oniony from the subs and bubbly from lots of soda. my belly also still gurgled the next day from it all!šŸ˜³ now I'm wondering whats your record for the amount of fast food places you've visited in one day?šŸ˜
1 year

I think i discovered my new fav way to fatten!

Yesterday I found out my favourite egg & mayo dip is nearly 1000 calories a tub!šŸ˜³ I now know what I will be slathering on everything! Just thinking about all the things I could put it on gets me soo wound up and excited! I keep thinking about either eating tonnes of tubs with it with a massive spoon or drowning some rolls in it!šŸ¤¤ and now I know how fattening it is I swear it tastes even better!šŸ· just thought Iā€™d share if youā€™d like a more everyday way of gaining and something you can easily add to things to add those extra calories!šŸ˜
1 year

Fat girls with big bellys but small boobs.

Yes agreed with above! Everyoneā€™s bodies are different! I thought my boobs would grow upon gaining but nope just a little more on the sides and that is it! Now my belly just goes past them!šŸ˜…
1 year

Anyone else dreamt of being kidnapped and fattened to death since they were young?

Bassbum60:
This has always been my biggest fantasy I wish I wish it was my reality haha it's a massive dream mine, to be kidnapped. All my responsibilitys ripped from me, completely giving in to pure gluttony.


Yes weā€™ve thought about this a lot! We kind of toyed with the concept in one of our clips before and it was so much fun šŸ˜ we were kidnapped and forced to eat chocolatešŸ¤¤šŸ·
1 year

Nonstop buffet binge

Where we live we donā€™t have many buffets either :ā€™(( we dream of the day we can have a Korean buffet with lots of tteokk beokki, fried foods and side dishesšŸ¤¤ for now locally we do have a Chinese buffet though, the selections arenā€™t the widest but they have a few good basics which we occasionally go to gauge multiple plates of, its so good when we do go šŸ˜ maybe one day weā€™ll get the courage to bring a camera inšŸ˜¬šŸ˜…
1 year

Hating myself for this fetish and being fatphobic to others out of self hatred

Jelly Rolls:
So Iā€™m not proud of my little fatphobia habit. I know I have hurt people yet I feel this compulsion to hurt people (fat acceptance and fat proud people) because I have this deep internalized disgusted feeling towards my sexuality. I have always harassed fat people and told them that they are fundamentally wrong for being ok/being positive about being fat. I do this because I think the fact that I am a feeder and feedee is fundamentally and morally wrong. I just feel a release of guilt when I put happy fat people down. I canā€™t stand myself for being into this stuff, yet then I am so drawn to it and think itā€™s so sexy. I just feel that I am a broken person and I like to repent for it by ā€œdoing whatā€™s morally rightā€ and bullying fat positive people into hating themselves and believing that they are bad people like me. I just donā€™t know how to cope with all this hate. I wish I felt free but I know that the world hates me like I hate myself. I wanna be fat and flabby and enjoy it but I canā€™t help but think I am disgusting.

Runningsoft:
There are struggles within fetishes. The desire to be part of it, yet distance yourself form it.
Not a psychologist here, but if you cannot transform your own pain, you transmit it to others, which may be why you feel like you are being hard on yourself.

You say you want to be fat, but may not necessarily want to gain weight yourself. This is understandable. Maybe try self-bloating with fizzy water? You get 'the experience' of fullness without the calories. Perhaps this can be a launchpad for you to do some self healing?
Good luck, Jelly Rolls.


Itā€™s funny as we have kinda always found that the ones which hate on fat people the most are the ones that are most into it and this just kinda goes to show that again. I say you should just accept it instead of airing it out on random undeserving people.
1 year
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