Gainingdream:
I am unfortunately impressionable.. insecure.. someone who always lets others determine a part of my future!.. a pleaser … I am a Feedee.. I am addicted to food.. I love fat.. I love getting fat and playing with my fat.. 6 months ago I was very active with gaining and was really getting fat.. unfortunately I stopped because of em for others! I even went to a psychologist and now I am back to square one, how should I deal with this,, how do you do that?

Munchies:
Go back to the therapist. Stay away from the community until you are far enough into your journey that people won't used and abuse you.

Just making a post about you being impressionable as marked you as easy prey.

Gainingdream:
Thank you for your lovely explanation! I still go to the psychologist. She says I should do what makes me happy, and honestly that is of course my family! But also getting fat.. the feederism.. I have suppressed that all my life, now I finally got fatter (over 138 kilos) and due to insecurity and especially my environment and the nagging I gave in again to lose weight and. even went to a psychologist

Gainingdream:
I am unfortunately impressionable.. insecure.. someone who always lets others determine a part of my future!.. a pleaser … I am a Feedee.. I am addicted to food.. I love fat.. I love getting fat and playing with my fat.. 6 months ago I was very active with gaining and was really getting fat.. unfortunately I stopped because of em for others! I even went to a psychologist and now I am back to square one, how should I deal with this,, how do you do that?

Enas:
Edit: This could go out of topic, but rereading your post has made me curious... You say "eurocentric standards", what do you mean by that?

Munchies:
This refers to the idea that anything involving white people is the gold standard. This includes things such as beauty standards, philosophy, fashion, religion, and more. Eurocentrism is a lasting holdover from colonialism.

Enas:
I would also like one or two tangible examples. O.o

Enas:
Edit: This could go out of topic, but rereading your post has made me curious... You say "eurocentric standards", what do you mean by that?

Kitsune:
I should give up internet life. It screws up my mental health and makes me want to throw away my phone. I am going to try to read more books and watch more shows. All this doom and gloom makes me suicidal.

Bellyempire:
Honestly sounds like Atlanta to me.

Bellyempire:
How are the tariffs and other political issues impacting your ability to gain?

SumoSized:
I mean they were recently paused so it hasn't impacted my financial situation too much. But assuming the come back in full force eventually it'll make certain foods a lot harder to get here in the US, since a lot of fruits just can't be grown here. And even if in a later version of the tariff plan food is exempted, everything else will still increase in price so I'll have less money to spend on overeating. Across the board tariffs are a bad idea, anyone who tries to convince you otherwise is a lunatic

Munchies:
Shit like this makes me think of the Maduro diet. For those not in the know, back in 2010, Venezuelans were having severe food shortages under President Maduro due to his gross incompetence.

I'm not saying it will be that bad for us, but I foresee many feedees and gainers slimming down - no Ozempic needed.

SumoSized:
God I hope not, but who knows with this president. For all we know in a years time the tariffs will be the least of our problems

Bellyempire:
How are the tariffs and other political issues impacting your ability to gain?

SumoSized:
I mean they were recently paused so it hasn't impacted my financial situation too much. But assuming the come back in full force eventually it'll make certain foods a lot harder to get here in the US, since a lot of fruits just can't be grown here. And even if in a later version of the tariff plan food is exempted, everything else will still increase in price so I'll have less money to spend on overeating. Across the board tariffs are a bad idea, anyone who tries to convince you otherwise is a lunatic

Gorochu:
Anyone drinks 2L of soda per day? I wanna start doing that!

Zora:
I recently took a one-week break from gaining because I had hit a plateau. I have resumed drinking the heavy whipping cream and have a question.

If taking a break did resolve the plateau issue, will I resume gaining weight immediately, or will there be a two-to-three-week delay like there was when I first started the heavy whipping cream?