hmm interesting for sure this explains the smoothness of expansive areas i tend to store fat, and newer parts of the overhang. I didn’t know.

yeah I’m thinking I am back. Got Dairy Queen and Popeyes today XD

I just can’t help myself around food lol one day I was like why even bother

I think there’s some people who are gluttonous and can’t help it and either have to repress it or embrace it, I chose to embrace it clearly lol it would have been really really hard to repress it. Even among other feedees/gainers there’s people who aren’t as naturally gluttonous and I find it interesting af

I’m a pretty hairy guy but one thing I notice as I put on weight is that the surface area of my body expands my hair doesn’t keep up as fast so I have areas where I’ve grown that are fleshy and smooth and older areas covered in hair. I will never shave my body hair that’s for certain it would be to much maintaince and also when you shave hair comes back thicker and denser

I had a craving for breakfast this morning so I went and got eggs sausages potatoes toast and a stack of blueberry pancakes - then I had the rest of my pizza from last night when I got home, i was pretty stuffed so I took took a nap now I’m cooking steaks I think my appetite has returned with a vengeance I might have spoken to soon when I mentioned my concerns lol.

I my belly definitely shrunk a bit while I was sick and not eating but I haven’t had the desire to eat since getting better I know I need to eat but I just haven’t felt like it. Gonna give it a few more days and see how I’m doing with it. I even ordered a pizza tonight had a slice and was like meh. I usually eat a whole thing

I haven’t had much luck finding people from my area to connect with. It seems like everyone into larger people are completely spread out, and the ones who are close don’t have synergy or aren’t compatible ie not aligned sexually which kinda stinks because at a certain point you just want to make friends but even in that case it’s rough.

I was extremely sick this week and now that I’m starting to feel better I am concerned with how I am engaging with all this I am just feeling very meh toward it, and my appetite has been this low in a very long time. My concern isn’t with the coming and going I get that it happens but i am concerned with how high the highs were and how low the lows are. Binge eating food disorder or some sort of disordered eating? Looking back at it I sort of had it in the past with how much I would just not eat. Sorry just a meh moment. Hope eveyone is doing well

10 years ago I was 130 and I’d run around a heated room in a heavy winter coat to make weight for wrestling now I can hardly walk up a 45 degree incline without being gassed for air. I used to think maybe I was in good shape for my weight but something changed pretty recently that I can’t keep up as well maybe it’s my age, more weight or long Covid not sure. But it’s whatever I’m comfortable walking and as long as it’s not to far of a walk on the incline I’m fine