i had a complicated relationship with food and exercise id have periods where id gain weight and lose weight but once i got over 300 my thought process was like i really gotta lock in and get my weight under control, and there i was yet again with a failed diet and heavier than id ever been, its at this point that i started looking into body acceptance and body positivity, and eventually found myself on feedist blogs and websites- i lurked for a good while but eventually just made an account(s) across the feedist community online.

that was 2 years ago or so and in that time ive gained alot of weight, im totally addicted to food and constantly indulge my appetite. im much more comfortable around ordering and getting food.

one thing that has grown on me a bit is me liking larger bodies, i never really had feelings for other people based on their bodies like that before

I’m a fatmaxxing caloriepilled obese chad fr fr

I don’t think it’s serious is probably irony

I’m losing height

My bigger body must like the lower center of gravity or it’s my posture i was always 5’11 but I’m now 5’8

stuff can be pretty hit or miss on there just be mindful of the seller on amazon, if its not a brand your familiar with check the reviews. i got a pair of 3xl joggers that i couldn't fit a leg into but the seller was some unknown brand, when i got underwear from amazon but the seller was fruit of the loom they fit just fine.

I like deers they taste good venison sausages are delicious, birds are all like the dark part of chickens and turkeys and taste really good. I know a few hunters they’ll give me what they don’t want. Have to be careful with venison it’s very lean so it tends to burn but it’s good mixed in with hamburger.

I feel like I could do that for a weekend or something but 2 and a half months of 10,000 calories a day would be pretty brutal, and I’m someone who puts away 3-4k lunches in a sitting. I get pretty painfully stuffed around 8k

Enjoyment factor would lead me to say nope to this but props to feedees who’d go for it

Part of me wants to be fetishized and lusted over for my body but I feel like the novelty would wear off real quick if everyone became a fat fetishist, been told I’m x despite being fat for a while, why can’t I be an object to sexualize — I totally get how that isn’t everyone’s experience, particularly fat women; but it’s how I feel sometimes as a fat person

mind you I’m not saying that you should become fat or whatever I’m just saying to address your relationship with food that is. Only you can decide if getting fat is the right choice, I didn’t give it much thought personally I can count on one hand the times I’ve eaten something with the express intent on it will make me fatter.

I struggled with inhabiting a larger body for a long time, I had just come off of another failed diet for me it’s something that I just learned to love and accept about myself. It’s a long road and what munchies said is 1000% accurate. The road will be much easier to follow if you learn to accept this about yourself.