La Guillotine wrote:I met my ex online, I had known him for years, since I was 14. I moved all the way out to Michigan to be with him. He was an adorable paranoid schizophrenic with severe aspergers and a sprinkling of hypochondria, all of this I could deal with, however I could not handle living with his insane parents and hateful sister. He refused to move out even though we could afford it, so I left. Worst part of it is we still work together so I get to hear about him all the time from co workers and see him about 2 or 3 times a week.

I Wish someone could deal with my bipolar condition,before my medication made me more stable,I ruined the chance of a life with the most fantastic SSBBW you could ever imagine,both beautiful and caring,
But even I was too much to handle,in many ways,and she finished with me after 2 years,massive credit to her for trying,but I was too clingy,and easily upset ,and the manic part of the bipolar made me behave a bit strangely ,even though I wasn't aware.
Maybe one day there will be a BBW out there for me,but as it is now all hope has evaporated,and I wouldn't want to inflict myself on anybody.