I really can relate to your condundrum! I too am attacted to heavier women. The more jiggle the better. I also am fascinated by my own weight gain. I am not really actively gaining, but I am not watching what I eat as carefully as I used too. I have been affiliated with the military reserves for many years and I am finished now. I no longer have to worry (literaly) about my weight anymore. I have gained a few pounds and I love the look of my belly and rear getting bigger.

I had a great morning of stuffing last saturday. Pounded down a whole batch of pancakes and nearly a whole bag of "little chocolate donuts". I wanted to share a picture of my belly totally stuffed!

I do love a nice role of belly fat sagging over a waist band of either a bikini bottom or low rise jeans. My own belly just sticks out and is fairly firm, but I hope to have it much, much softer at some point.

I have thought about writng a story based on the TV reality series "Survivor". But my twist would be females only and all the challenges would be eating based. Only the fattest survive!

Ned Fox

Best place to look would be in yahoo groups.

Ned Fox

I could not agree more. It is one of my fantasies to have to gain weight for any number of reasons, but the most exciting is gaining for my spouse or significant other!

Ned Fox

I started to look at my own body as getting fatter as a pre-teen. Thought I am a fat admirer and have been since before puberty. The feeling of getting fat myself, seems to be getting stronger the older I get.

Ned Fox

I like to stick with breakfast foods for bingeing/stuffing. I usually go for pancakes or waffles, easy to fix, bland so no indigestion, and can be eaten fairly quickly. I also add a few bowls of cold cereal too.

Ned Fox

All of these sound great! I would like to gorge/stuff with my BBW wife encouraging me, maybe even helping me eat more. Get my belly totally gorged, rest then eat more, preferably, sweets, cake etc.

I have to admit, I am torn. While I would love a nice cheap place to binge on occasion, I know I would gain way more weight than I want to now. There isn't really a CiCi's near me.

Ned Fox