I remember posting at a weight lifting forum that I was tired of dieting. I wanted to eat what I wanted and get fat. I was beginning to be turned on by fat guys. I wanted to be one.

There was a custodian at a school where I worked who was fat and sexy. That was around 1993-1994. I still fantasize about him. He was fatter than I’ve ever been but I would love to be his size.

Around May 2015 I finally let go and gave myself permission to eat and get fat. I loved watching myself grow but I began to waver. I list and gained, lost and gained. I finally got up to and maintained at 245. I’m 5’6” so I was pretty fat, wearing snug size 44 pants. I unintentionally list about 30 lbs but I’m gaining again. I hope I can get to at least 230. My fantasy goal was 260-270.

Nah, I’m happy to be just another one of the fat guys.

Kevin James, Adam Richman.

I’ve been attracted to fat guys for a long time. I think they’re sexy af. and wanted to look like them. I like how I look being fat.

Yes! All those. I think about being fat-shamed and humiliated in public by total strangers. I like the idea. Y’know, I’m eating a couple of ice creams, pastries, and or cakes in public and I see looks and hear whispers like “he sure doesn’t need that, what greedy hog, no wonder he so fat”. And they have to call me a fat loser and make allusions to my sexual practices. It’s all the better if they know I heard them. Wow, this is a new level of kink for me. 😁

I think so, and there’s nothing wrong with it. I’m no expert, it’s just my observations... it may just be identification with something you like or want in yourself. Simple example... so many straight guys get off vicariously through the guy in porn. They identify with that guy. What got me into gaining is because even though I’m gay and love all kinds of men, I particularly like fat guys and wanted to be one of them. Now I am and I love it. So maybe it’s just identifying with them. 🤷🏻‍♂️

I’m a fat pig and a loser, I’m stupid, I’m a short fat stupid loser pig. I lost my job because my company knows how stupid I am and what a loser.

No, I’m not any of those things but it was fun to say, and got me with a boner. 🤣🤣🤣 Ok, so I’m short and fat, and proud. 😉 I actually lost my job due to covid, my job was eliminated. I actually got a lot of respect, my former coworkers tell me they miss having me around and having fun.

Anyone else do that, humiliate themselves? I always took it particularly badly to be teased, mocked or made fun of for anything. But now I actually kind of like it.

I definitely look fatter in the mirror than I think I am. Oddly, not so much in pictures. I take a selfie and think I’m not really that fat.

Absolutely. I like seeing how my attitudes and thoughts have changed, or not.

I’m beginning to like so many more things about getting fat. The fupa is one of them. I have a small one but it will grow. At another site a guy said his was so big that when he walked it stimulated him so much he’d often ejaculate. I can only imagine how much fun that would be, to walk into a meeting having just shot a load in my skivvies wondering if anyone knew. 😁