Found it! I knew I documented it in one of the forums here! Below is my old post.

BigBallBellyGirl:
I probably came as close as possible in real life to fulfilling my fantasy. I consumed around 30,000 calories Thursday but well over that on Friday. I'll be taking a bit of a break today, because I have a lot of swelling in my hands and feet, and I want to let my body recover. I haven't weighed yet, because I know I'm not going to get an accurate reading, but I can tell my gain will be significant, perhaps a record for me.

Friday, on our stuffing day, I had:

- 3 chocolate glazed donuts
- 12 eggs, scrambled with cheese and mushrooms
- 4 pieces of cheese toast
- 1 9x13 pan of stuffing
- 2 8x8 pans of mac and cheese
- 3 servings of whole cranberry sauce
- 1 9x13 pan of broccoli and cheese casserole
- 4 pounds of turkey with gravy
- 6 buttermilk biscuits
- 3 dinner rolls with heavy butter
- large serving of squash casserole
- large serving of wild mushroom rice
- large serving of roasted brussel sprouts
- 3 loaded baked potatoes
- 2 plates of corn casserole
- 1 apple pie
- 1/2 cherry pie with a pint of ice cream
- 1/2 pumpkin pie
- 1 gallon of milk
- 4 liters of orange soda
- 4 glasses of wine

My sweet partner has been waiting on me hand and foot, and even this morning, I'm still having issues with balance and getting from a sitting to a standing position. I'm excited for him to help measure me at the conclusion of the weekend to see how much "damage" I've done!

Quite excited because I just received my order for three custom-made bikinis and a cover up. They aren't the high-waisted kind... My belly is actually too big for that... They are traditional bikinis with good support in the top, and a low-rise bikini bottom. I got them for my honeymoon in a few months, and I tried them on. I haven't been out in the sun in so long though, my fiance said my big belly looked like the moon because it was so white (and also planetary in size). He's been helping me apply Jergens Sunless Glow everyday, which isn't exactly a sunless tanner, but it should take the edge off, LOL.

I'm not currently gaining, but I'm a virtual coupon clipper. One of our major local grocery store chains runs 2 for 1 deals every week. I would watch for those religiously and always take advantage of them. Additionally, my fiance and I budgeted for it. We both have pretty comfortable incomes, and he is pretty good at financial planning. At the height of my gain, the food budget was 1/3 of our monthly expenses. We moved other things around accordingly. I will say, now that I'm not gaining, we're spending about a fourth of what we once did on groceries and eating out.

The short answer is "my whole life", since I've always been fat, and even as a kid, showed up fatter every school year.

However, I spent most of my early twenties (I'll be 30 in a few days), between 325 and 370. It wasn't until I lost some weight and then decided to regain that I achieved what most would consider super obesity. In about a year, I gained more than 270 pounds with extremely large stuffings several times each week, and constant grazing between. My gain came from giant quantities of high calorie foods, like pizza, bread, tons of cheese and other dairy, fried food, and burgers. Those habits did have some major medical consequences, but as far as packing on the weight, it definitely worked quickly. Basically, you have to be comfortable being about to burst around the clock, and unless you have unlimited financial resources, factoring in your food budget as a major part of your living expenses.

Currently weighing about 570, which is where I hope to remain.

I don't want to be immobile, and I really had a mega scare with some health issues this year, so I wouldn't say either are a turn-on for me. However, I did want to be as fat as I could possibly get, and I also just love eating and feeling stuffed. That meant some loss of mobility, building in accomodations, and loss of access to some spaces and activities. I was okay with that. I wasn't okay with heart surgery at 29. Now, I seem to genuinely be maintaining at 571 - 574 and am following a diet for heart patients. My doctors all want to see weight loss, but if I can achieve a few other health goals without ever dropping below 500, I'll be very happy.

The only thing I'm still apprehensive about (and this was true 200 pounds ago too) is not having access to a bathroom. My body won't fit in an airplane bathroom regardless of the plane model, and even if I could squeeze inside, getting up and trying to heave a 570 pound body around an aircraft is much less than ideal. It's about a 3.5 hour flight, so I'll limit fluids and be sure to use the restroom right before boarding.

Me when I was gaining and regularly stuffing: "I'll eat lighter today. I'll get a hoagie with vegetables."

Me thirty minutes later at Subway: "I'll have two 12 inches on white with meatballs and double mozzarella and a 12 inch turkey and cheese with ranch dressing."

*Wolfs down a whole sub before leaving the parking lot while my belly brushes the steering wheel*

I'm so glad you found a strategy to promote self-love and also that you left left an abusive situation! You deserve nothing but the best and especially a partner who appreciates and respects you.

I love palmetto cheese! I once ate two containers of it with a bag of pita chips. Of course, after that, I didn't 💩 for days, but I digress... LOL

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Your Culvers go-to order is identical to mine! I'd sometimes add the chili cheese fries too.