I totally understand.

Good glad to hear it.
A lot of the time its really us that holds us back not what other people will think.
Its the excuse we use to justify not giving in to actually gaining

I think you need to get over your fear of people finding out.
Once you put on weight everybody and their brother is going to know.

Thats a good way to put it a fat facebook.LOLOL

Feabie was nothing but mean ass people.
I went on there the week it went online and within a few months I left.
It was too much like high school with all the cliques and certain people who could get away with breaking rules all the time.
Had one girl on feabie that was a local to me and she tried to jack with me at a local club.
Lets say it got ugly and she got what was coming to her.( facial redistribution from me)
She lied to the cops about the whole ordeal and ended up in jail for 90 days.
I have seen her a few times since then but she won't say anything to me.

Never heard of that stuff before.

Is it apetamin?
It will increase your appetite.

Its the people that go out of their way to say mean things are just insecure about themselves.
I used to wear a tank top that said "yeah I know I am fat you don't need to tell me".

Good points Conan.
You have to be comfy in who you are and not care what others think.
I gained really slow so friends and family besides my Mom said very little about my weight.
As I kept gaining it really wasn't an issue because I never made it one.
If someone said OMG you got fat I would say yeah it does look that way.
That pretty much changes the subject matter of the conversation because they see I am not phased by what they said.

It took me almost 8 months of eating more and stuffing myself on top of that to see any weight that actually stuck to me.
Your metabolism takes time to adjust to the amount of calories you are taking in and how it deals with the excess calories as far as storing it as fat.
After 8 to 9 months I was getting really tired of not seeing results but I kept at it.
The following few months I saw a 10 to 15 pound gain so I was happy something was working.
With my metabolism having slowed down and my belly used to having lots of food in it gaining weight was a lot easier.
The following years I put on a lot of weight without too much effort.