on two separate occasions an uncle and a cousin (unrelated) asked me how much I weighed now, I played it dumb with the uncle and said at least 280 and he said I must be a really heavy 280 and gave me a diet recommendation 😔. I was more honest with the cousin and said over 400 he laughed and said damn your big now; both times it just happened to be when I was getting up to get my 3rd plate and a slice of pie.

Apparently my weight is the talk of the dinner table, whatever.

The comments made me feel like the fatty I am now, there’s no question that I’m fat I’m 445 I know to some extent I’m gaining weight but you don’t really notice it in the day to day it takes someone who hasn’t seen you in a while to notice, it in a weird way was affirming to some extent like it’s undeniable even to outsiders I’m a fatty.. I guess a lot of people are walking around on egg shells with regard to my weight or something, it’s only been people I know really well who have made comments like this. The first two def through me off guard and left me speechless but the last comment my dad made about not eating all the green bean casserole stuck like that’s something I’d do now lol

I received comments about my weight 3 times already im home for thanksgiving this week. My sister asked if I needed a bigger size for clothing gifts cause I gained weight, a bit on the nose and direct but can’t blame her I’ve gained a lot. My grandpa asked how much weight I’m gonna gain, I wasn’t even sure how to respond to that one I just kinda laughed it off. Then I was given the responsibility of Making green bean casserole for dinner and my dad made sure to tell me not to eat it all before the dinner I was taken back by that one totally don’t want to eat the whole thing or anything 😏

hmm interesting for sure this explains the smoothness of expansive areas i tend to store fat, and newer parts of the overhang. I didn’t know.

yeah I’m thinking I am back. Got Dairy Queen and Popeyes today XD

I just can’t help myself around food lol one day I was like why even bother

I think there’s some people who are gluttonous and can’t help it and either have to repress it or embrace it, I chose to embrace it clearly lol it would have been really really hard to repress it. Even among other feedees/gainers there’s people who aren’t as naturally gluttonous and I find it interesting af

I’m a pretty hairy guy but one thing I notice as I put on weight is that the surface area of my body expands my hair doesn’t keep up as fast so I have areas where I’ve grown that are fleshy and smooth and older areas covered in hair. I will never shave my body hair that’s for certain it would be to much maintaince and also when you shave hair comes back thicker and denser

I had a craving for breakfast this morning so I went and got eggs sausages potatoes toast and a stack of blueberry pancakes - then I had the rest of my pizza from last night when I got home, i was pretty stuffed so I took took a nap now I’m cooking steaks I think my appetite has returned with a vengeance I might have spoken to soon when I mentioned my concerns lol.

I my belly definitely shrunk a bit while I was sick and not eating but I haven’t had the desire to eat since getting better I know I need to eat but I just haven’t felt like it. Gonna give it a few more days and see how I’m doing with it. I even ordered a pizza tonight had a slice and was like meh. I usually eat a whole thing