I'm fat in real life and its not a fetish.
In fact I don't have any fetishes other than cute womens feet but its not an obsession.

Jill fat will generally go wherever it wants.
When I first started gaining I got a muffin top with love handles.
As I gained more it became more of a beer belly.
After years of a beer belly and eventually losing weight I started gaining some of it back and my belly did more of the sagging thing like whats happening to you.

The accepting part is what is hard for some to do.
I came to accept I was bi sexual around 25 or 26 years old and its never been a problem both sexes are very beautiful and have their advantages.

You don't all of a sudden turn gay.
You may be wanting to experiment and that is OK.
If are gay you would know it already.
I started on feabie the week it opened and stayed a month. Just seemed like high school and very immature IMO so I left.
A lot of the girls were really mean and hateful not to mention extremely narcissistic.

Not a bad way to experiment really I did it that way.
I found I enjoyed the extra weight and actually felt a lot better physically because I was on the skinny side.
I had no curves and I was tired of buying clothes in the jr's section.

Wouldn't being 200 +negate the need for the appetite stimulant?
I worked all thru college and never took out a student loan, got a business degree several years later and paid for that too no loan taken out.
It can be done and I totally get saving money when possible.
I found an apartment was cheaper than a dorm plus less distractions from students that didn't care if they got an education or not and just there to party.
My parents offered to pay for college but I declined and wanted to do it on my own.
Good luck however you do it.

Don't worry about when people will notice because what they think doesn't matter.
Seems people these days have a hard time making their own minds up and feel they have to have other approval to do anything.
If you want to be 200+ then do it don't let what others think control your life.
Are you still living at home with your parents?
Sure sounds like it and at 20 you should be out on your own anyway.

I get that its a fetish thing with you two and all for fun.
Let us know how it turns out.

You won't gain much in a week so seems like a fruitless venture.

I don't mind a bit.
I like to give likes on bellies that look nice.