I totally get that excitement of actually filling out clothes the way you are supposed to.
When I started really gaining weight I was so excited to see my body getting some sexy curves.
I was always so stick thin and had no real curves which was really embarrassing sometimes.
5 years
Buying stretchy stuff is what I did too but once my weight really started to take off I would buy jeans a size or two larger for when I would fit in them.
I didn't like not having jeans that actually fit.
I gave soo many clothes to Goodwill when I got too big for them.
5 years
Never really thought much about stretch marks because I never got any.
People told me I would get them if I gained a lot of weight like some do during a pregnancy.
Over a few years I went from 115 to close to 200 lbs and I never got any stretch marks but did get cellulite here and there.
I wonder if cellulite and stretch marks have some correlation.
At over 400 lbs I still never got stretch marks just more cellulite.
At 340 lbs now still just remaining cellulite.
5 years
When I was really skinny in high school I was attracted to the fattest guys in school.
I usually had to ask them if they had a girlfriend or if they wanted to go out on a date.
Very seldom did they ask me out first.
5 years
johnxyz:
You have to put up with a lot of crap to be a feedee and gain weight. This includes crap from friends and family, job discrimination, possible health issues, limiting places you can go and things you can do. Someone who wants to be a feedee will have to want it bad enough to overcome the problems associated with it.
That is very true.
If you just think you want to gain or you have a fantasy about being fat isn't quite enough.
You have to have the will and the drive to actually do it.
5 years
Ditzy:Never knew that people pumped air into their intestines.
I knew people bloated with soda and mentos or water.
bigfatdave:I agree
Hedonistic_Purity:You agree that she didn't know?
LOL Either way is fine
5 years
Never knew that people pumped air into their intestines.
I knew people bloated with soda and mentos or water.
5 years
Not sure if I would considered that hot LOL but OK.
Not sure what I said to most of them other than "oh well" or oops I got fat I guess".
A couple of girl friends knew I was gaining on purpose because they were a part of our "gaining club".
I never have mentioned the girls gaining club thing here on FF but it was fun.
5 years
Never have understood the self harm /cutting thing.
Is hurting yourself a way to get back at someone else?
I admit my first gain was because I caught my hubby having sex with a very large woman.
I thought if he wanted a fat woman I would get fat just to piss him off but I knew he would never accept his wife being fat.
It did piss him off that I gained 60 lbs or so.
5 years
