suckingitin wrote:
Well, I've eaten my way out of the skinny girls club and am shopping for double digits. But I didn't want to gain weight, I just wanted to stop worrying about it, stop exercising and let go, which I have done. And because of it I have gained a good 45 pounds or so. I never thought I would actually start enjoying the body transformation. It was extremely embarrassing at first, but after I found FF and realized a lot of men really like seeing a small, fit woman, turn into a big, soft, fatty, my feelings have begun to change. Now I look at women on here with big round bellies and try to imagine how another 40 pounds would feel. To carry a big, jiggly pile of fat around my middle, bouncing and quivering with every step. I get very excited by the thought, but it scares me too. I am considering intentionally gaining a lot of weight and then lose it all, just to see what it's like. Once I was thin again I would be able to tell if I really liked being fat or not. Does this sound really weird? The thing is, I could never set a plan to gain another 40 pounds unless I promise myself I will lose it. If that makes sense.
Enjoy the freedom, I say

The female form is best when it's free to do whatever nature wants it to do when it's fed adequately.