I wanna tell my boyfriend so bad, but I just don't know. I fear he'll always think I'm turned on or trying to get fat when I'm eating, which isn't the case. I also fear hell think I'm turned on or thinking when we see a fat person in public.

I sometimes have troubling organizing with him but it's my fettish not him. Usually when we are in the bedroom I am imagining myself a fattie and when he touches me I imagine else is touching and groping my fat body. Maybe you can try it and you will orgasm too.

I find it hard to not think about FA when you're solo, can't control your thoughts