Yes, when I saw how nice people were here, I destroyed my Feabie account. What a toxc site full of assholes and weirdoes (the bad kind, not the fun one).

I know no site is devoid of them, but I never saw such a concentration in one place, and I've been in videogames forums!

Oh, and my stomach is used to overeating, it's just that I never keep the weight.

Thank you all for all the excellent advice and to worry for me!

I was planning to start slow anyway.

I waited 25 years to gain, I won't risk ruining everything I wished for me by being reckless.

I won't do sport, because I never did and never will, but I have a relatively active job and a lot of stairs to keep a semblance of shape. Being agoraphobic, I also tend to walk often to avoid public transports as much as possible.

for the rest I will follow your tips (the reasonable ones, although the unreasonable ones still gave me a kick in the fetish), so thank you all again!

PS : I'm on other fetish sites and forums, and you lot are the first people I interacted with who felt like human beings and not freakish online goblins.

I just received a notification that the powder was on its way, hiiiiiiii!

Hello all!

I've been a closeted gainer/feedee since my teens and I finally, at 41, decided to take the leap into fatness.

I'm skinny and have issues gaining and even more keeping extra weight. Tired of this, I decided to order a weight gainer online yesterday, it'll hopefully arrive on Tuesday. It's supposed to add 1200 cal per dose.

I'm so fucking excited to finally have taken the step and can't wait to notice the first results.

When I say excited, I mean like a kid the days before Christmas. I'm giddy and completely turned on by my new lifestyle choice!

I planned Christmas vacations in a month, I hope the weight gainer will help me sculpt a beach bal..., er, I meant bod. I know it won't be spectacular, given that at first I'll follow the recommendation of 2 doses per day, but finally taking this path has already changed me mentally.

I'll document my gain and probably share it here. Due to my job, I won't show my face, but I'll certainly share my body!

I wanted to share this, because getting out of the closet feels so liberating, and it's more fun if people can get a kick of my gain.

More to come when I'll start on Tuesday and if anyone is interested.