Catherineh:
I’m really struggling to keep my fantasies to myself. I know I don’t ever want to share them with my partner but I feel like it’s eating me alive. I have fantasied about weight gain and larger bodies since my teen years. And I had more confusing feelings about fatness long before that. I was always a skinny child, and I longed to see my body grow and feel myself take up so much space. As I have grown into an adult and settled into a woman’s body - I am curvy. And I struggle with my body image and want to lose weight. But deep down in my gut and my heart I want to gain weight. Not just a little bit, I want to seriously get fat. My partner is the love of my life and he has absolutely no clue about this. I still have that desire, and I so deeply fantasise about weight gain I feel so ashamed for keeping this from him. I’m binging food when he isn’t there, instigating sex after binges with my stomach bloated turning me on, wanting him to grab my tummy and shake. I want him to feed me and make me grow etc all these thoughts. I feel disgusting and humiliated to even have these thoughts. But I need this in my life. I don’t know what to do. He will leave me or something he definitely is not into this and even if he was I am struggling far too much to even admit this. My heart is pounding just writing this out.
Sounds your mind is bursting at the seams for the confidence to let your belly do the same 😁
If he accepts you in every way a partner should, then he should respect your wanting to be bigger. It sounds like he’s not reading the clues, but if he loves you he should be able to accept it.
Course, those of us who are lifelong FA’s make it sound easy. My wife is the same height as your bio says but is 360 lovely pounds. Hers is a unique gaining journey but she was once under 150! Been years and years, though. We accept each other’s kinks with larger people and would have it no other way 👍
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I simply just feel more filled out and confident having a big belly versus being skinny for so long in my adulthood. It’s like a part of me was missing 👍😁 My wife and I are gaining together and enjoy a good session of belly rubs all the time 👍
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It’s always nice to read about folks who regained a lot after losing some measure of weight. I’m on a small regain myself, now at about 40 pounds gained back after a few surgeries had me down to 180. And I didn’t even break 150 until I was in my thirties! My wife became fat after her first two children were born and had lost a few here and there before we got together almost 10 years ago. She was about 270 when we married in 2017 and is now 360.
How much was your own biggest rebound to a heavier weight?
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Pleased:
Tonight I was cycling through an incredible round of flavors: brie with fig and bread, then ice cold coconut water, then dark stone fruit, and back...and I remembered
I was 17. I was working so hard. Working in a factory, studying. I would finish homework after everyone was in bed, I'd watch TV, and I'd eat tortilla chips with salsa and drink orange juice. The salt, the heat, the acid, the sugar - it was so intense I could (and did) just keep eating and eating.
I'll eat until I finish this bowl of salsa.
Well, I still have juice, I'll get more salsa and then eat until I finish the juice.
Hmm. Now I still have chips, I'll get more salsa and juice...
It’s like that for a lot of us 😁👍
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Feedeeinprogress:
I’m going to college in the fall and I was wondering Did y’all gain weight in college because I know it’s a big stereotype that people do but I wasn’t sure if that was true.
It’s true what other posters say about having a meal plan. Though I think easy access to food can also be obtained with as many off-campus places to eat exist near campus.
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Ohbig:
I used to be pretty thin, but married live has resulted in both my husband and me gaining and really enjoying it. We both just love to eat, and we also both unexpectedly loved the bellies we have grown as a result
Summershandy5:
3 years beyond do you still feel happy and sexy due to your growth as well as your husband? If not what has changed?
Stories of happily gaining a lot of weight post-marriage reminds me to link mine and my wife’s story. Enjoy!
fantasyfeeder.com/forum/posts
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Feedeeinprogress:
I have been eating so much and I can’t stop!
Woohoo! Grow that belly 👍
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What a great bio! 👍 Coming to embrace and enjoy what your body can be when you let go and be fat is the essence of a lovely ssbbw 👍❤️
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Walktheline:
Consumes me. Everytime I think about gaining weight I need to relieve myself. It is everything to me. I especially love being told I’m bursting out of my clothes.
Relatable in a lot of ways. Those of us in mutually gaining relationships are over the moon to hear how fat we’re getting. I love hearing it from my wife and she loves knowing it’s beyond exciting to see her let her belly out in front of me.
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I’m constantly adjusting the screws on out toilet seats at home. Wife and I have gotten too fat not to keep knocking it off alignment :-)
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