Magebear:
Well, let's see. I remember a VERY fat neighbor and as a adolescent I was fascinated by how his his girth bounced and swayed as he walked his dog.
As a teen I became obsessed with tabloid articles and talk shows about massively fat people.
Once BBS's arose I was all about fat centered ones! Also had a subscription to Dimensions magazine. I hadn't realized I was gay yet and corresponded with a few SSBBWs including Debbie (Thighlor) and Gina. I didn't know how to reach supersized guys (or those who like to make them and keep them there), till I found Paul's Wakawaka BBS.
With the internet my interest only increased. I found Chubs, and Chub4Chubs, and bears... Oh my! In the early 00's I got the opportunity to help feed a 800lb guy. It cemented into my head that I wanted THAT, not to stuff cake in a ultrasized man's face (though that is VERY fun and have done it since as well!), but I wanted to be the ultrasized cake recipient!
How big were you in those early years before you started the gaining journey?
2 weeks
From what I've noticed, not everyone gets prominent moobs as they gain. I'm at BMI 35 right now and only just started to get them, while many people already have fully formed moobs by this point.
Would love to a proper set with above average nipple size though, I think that would look really good on me.
1 month
Forgot to mention but since redoing my gains the new way, I've gained much more prominent lovehandles.
It used to be that I only looked big from the side, but when facing forward a lot of my size would be less obvious. Now I'm actually getting wide on the sides of my torso and you can clearly tell that I'm fat from the front, which brings me a lot of joy.
1 month
Update:
In between my last post and now I had to lose 30lbs for abdominal surgery, which really sucked.
After I was healed I began gaining with heavy cream again, making an effort to focus on that over carbs to avoid blood sugar issues. Here's the kicker though... after I got back up to 210lbs, I was diagnosed with fatty liver. This was quite a shock to me given my weight isn't that high and nobody in my family has ever had fatty liver, plus I don't drink alcohol at all.
This prompted me to go ham on research and it turns out that drinking heavy cream like this actually pushes your body towards ectopic fat storage, which literally just means fat being stored out of place. So basically, the ungodly amounts of saturated fat I was consuming caused my body to store fat around my liver because it had so much fat to store at once that it didn't know what to do with it.
I also learned that the sat fat in heavy cream really screws up insulin sensitivity, which actually causes your body to store MORE visceral fat instead of less.
Since then I've re-adjusted my plan to preserve insulin resistance as much as possible, which basically means I'm eating a lot of Mono Unsaturated Fats (like hazelnut butter, fish, avocados, etc.) and going on 10-15m walks after each meal (plus regular weight lifting twice a week).
It was a bit of a bummer to have to restart at a lower weight but I'm now at around 225lbs and I definitely feel I'm at my softest ever. I'm consistently gaining 2-3lbs per month and hoping to be at 300lbs in a couple years.
Current measurements:
Waist - 46inches
Hips - 45.5 inches
Thighs - 27.5 inches
(also I think I was measuring my thighs and hips incorrectly before so the old numbers were actually higher than they should be)
1 month
Hhhggg:
Well there is usually a reson why people are already bigger when starting to gain on purpose.
We have very different genetic and epigenetik presets.
For skinny people how are natural slim the problem often is that they don’t have an appetite so they forget to eat. Plus they feel full easily. So for them it’s a full on stuffing while someone else just doesn’t feel hungry anymore when finishing the same meal.
That makes the preset so while one can easily just by eating what they feel like have double the required intake of calories and the othering is fighting to get in the baseline calories to maintain there weight.
For example yesterday I just was eating and drinking what I felt like. I wasn’t holding back but I wasn’t stuffing or ever feeling to full.
Ended up consuming around 8000 calories (with drinks). A lot of people would struggle to get in half of that.
For fattys the problem can be
An active lifestyle will increase the calories burned quite fast when weighing more.
That is what will make it difficult when you are already heavy and have to move a lot.
So u end up burning 4000-5000 calories. Whitch can be a struggle to eat when you don’t have the time.
A mentioned above the must importent point is to be consistent !
So you need to find out what your problem is.
If you feel full easily and are not fat already focus on calorie dens food. Start tracking your calories an weight. Increase portions size steadily.
If you are fat the problem usually that you move to much or you don’t have the time to eat what you want.
So focus und reducing movement and have high calorie snacks on hand.
Curious what you ate yesterday to reach 8000 calories
3 months
Morbidly A Beast:
the endocrine system and hormones is more complex than estrogen = female and testosterone = male, there’s data that suggest obesity disrupts the endocrine system without a doubt but this manifests in many ways, in the same way that obesity increases odds of certain cancers and heart diseases.
I don’t appreciate told how the endocrine system works by people who don’t understand what it is.
Never said having less testosterone makes someone not male or having more estrogen makes someone female. You only read it that way cause you projected your insecurities or whatever onto what I wrote and you're an idiot.
5 months
Morbidly A Beast:
Never said it couldn’t or doesn’t, which I explained — unless there is hormonal disorders. It’s not a 1:1 causation, no one has ever said John Goodman was feminized. This is projection
MitchHedberg:
Your words: "every man and woman has the correct amount of estrogen and testosterone regardless of weight"
That statement is simply impossible because no man can have normal testosterone and estrogen levels if they're BMI 50 with obesity.
That's all I'm refuting.
imo it also has nothing to do with whether or not people consider John Goodman "feminized"
Morbidly A Beast:
What you said is categorically false.
Take your forced fem fetish somewhere else freak
1. no it's not and I literally added the studies to prove it.
2. what I said has nothing to do with fetishes or feminization, it's about hormone levels and how they're influenced by obesity but you're obviously too fucking stupid to understand that and I've clearly wasted my time trying to explain basic information on you.
3. go fuck yourself
5 months
Was never a feeder but yeah if I could choose, I'd have an extremely feminine distribution.
I'm talking pear shape, wipe hips, breasts, puffy upper arms, penis covered by FUPA, etc.
I would just want all that to be on top of a base muscle, so I can have the strength of a man and the shape/feel of a fat girl.
That would require me to take hormones though and I'd prefer not to go there, so I'll just make due with my masculine fat.
5 months
Morbidly A Beast:
Never said it couldn’t or doesn’t, which I explained — unless there is hormonal disorders. It’s not a 1:1 causation, no one has ever said John Goodman was feminized. This is projection
Your words: "every man and woman has the correct amount of estrogen and testosterone regardless of weight"
That statement is simply impossible because no man can have normal testosterone and estrogen levels if they're BMI 50 with obesity.
That's all I'm refuting.
imo it also has nothing to do with whether or not people consider John Goodman "feminized"
5 months
