ok, a little bit of googling (actually i used duckduckgo, it just doesn't make as nice a verb i happened upon this resource:

bbw.wiki/stories/

they seem to have archived the original dimensions stories... but melanie bell's stories are not included.

wow, there's a name that took me back! i can't help, but i would love to get that link and revisit melanie bell's work.

i was just reading the story "Unusual Roommates" by thekinkypen in the story section...

after a couple of chapters it ends with a link to his patreon to read the rest.

just wondering if this is an appropriate use of ff's story area? i don't think it is.

what you wrote is very similar to how i feel.

after spending 20+ years of my adult life going to the gym 4-5 times a week, maintaining a high degree of fitness, it was a real switch to give that up -completely- and become more hedonistic... but oh my gosh, once that switch was flipped, it became so delightful.

like you, some of the limitations i experienced due to my size and lack of fitness have been exciting and enjoyable, too.

recently i've been changing my lifestyle, lost a little weight (like 2% lol) to address some health issues... when the health or fitness issues become an impediment rather than something that you enjoy, that's when it's an issue. my hope is i can find that balance where i can live the lifestyle i enjoy, but do it for as long as possible.

anal play for many is a psychological leap. if you're brave enough to experiment, like by trying a butt plug, it can definitely open up a portal to a new kind of pleasure!

i was always fit and athletic. it wasn't until i was dating a ssbbw around the age of 41 that i started to unintentionally gain. her lifestyle started to rub off on me!

then, after a bit, we decided to dabble a little more intentionally, giving into the hedonistic lifestyle... and then it became uncontrollable from there, lol!

they don't have them in canada. truly this is why america is the greatest nation in the world.

what is a cow force feeding machine?

the journey is an incredible experience! even though i have had moments of stress, panic and doubt along the way, i still think it is amazing to have experienced this. enjoy your journey!

definitely, somewhere around 350 it became a very different experience.... getting up from chairs, climbing stairs - these went from feeling like work to feeling near impossible, lol.

and i think i already had a fupa by the time i was 350... but yeah, it really started to expand a lot between 350-400 lbs.... when you combine that with the reach issues i mentioned, it uh creates new challenges, lol