Too fat to get out of bed for sure!

Some days I feel like I want to diet but then I don’t. Some days I feel like intentionally gaining would be fun but then I don’t. Mostly I just eat what I want all day every day and if my ass outgrows my jeans so be it.

It’s been happening a lot more lately but at least a couple times a week.

Is eating a large pizza then despite feeling sick to your stomach gorging on a pint of Haagen daaz count?

100% #5.... I was pretty disgusted when I couldn't get my shorts over my inflated thighs after a holiday of overeating. But I was also turned on, and disgusted by how turned on I was! Then I dieted, hated it, gained back plus some more. Now I’m all of a sudden having thoughts of getting huge and gorging non stop on all of my favorite foods. I finished an entire large pizza the other day! I was so stuffed I felt sick but all I could think about was the ice cream in my freezer. Not sure where this is all leading but not where I would have expected a couple years ago...

Why not!? You’ve made it this far why stop when it’s just getting good!

Mine have held up so far after 30ish lbs. Probably not going to stay that way if I keep this diet though. Kind of excited to see them start to lose that skinny perk

I read some of the stories where people say, “you can be fit and fat” which I guess is fine for them but that in no way turns me on. When I think about gettin fat the turn on is all about how unfit I’m getting. I don’t want to gain any muscle, I just want to gain heavy jiggling fat.
What’s everyone else’s opinion on this?

Why does this sound amazing?

This sounds absolutely amazing. I don't even think I want to get fat but being teased for it is also a huge turn on. How fucked up is that!?