My friends and I went out to eat and one guy at our table said he already shame ate an entire pizza that morning. And then he ended up eating another pizza, two orders of cheese bread, wings, and nachos. And he kept talking about how full he was. He got dessert too. He rubbed his belly while he was forcing it down. It was so hot to see him leaning back in the booth with his belly hanging out. He kept saying he went a bit overboard. I was very uncomfortable.

I dated a guy for a long time that gained and lost weight really easily. I remember him starting out squishy and I loved watching his belly hang over his jeans. It was so soft. I’d make food and everytime he would just keep eating as long as there was food in front of him. Then he’d try to lean forward and would grunt and groan and complain about being stuffed. And finally he’d be like well looks like if I want to move I need to unbutton these. Then he’d lean back and suck in to unbutton his jeans. He’d end up kinda sweaty. It was weirdly hot how out of shape he was for his size. Like he was just soft and really doughy. I remember asking if he was okay and he just said he’s just in horrible shape. He said oh yeah all I do is sit on my ass all day eat sleep and study and that’s why I’m like this. Then he shook his fat. We would normally hang out on Thursdays and every time he came over he looked bigger and would be slightly winded from my stairs. There weren’t that many stairs. He would get out of breath so easily now. His belly hung over his sweatpants. He also sunk into the couch so much. He actually got out of breath giving me a massage. I don’t know to me it was super hot seeing him constantly change weight. It meant that he was always so soft and doughy. I could use him as a pillow. So much to play with all the time. But yeah him constantly having to lean back to make room for his stuffed belly was hot. And eventually you could see the outline of just all of it through his shirt.

I published two new premium stories and it just still says pending on them. Anyone know why? I’m disappointed

Whenever anyone talks about their jeans being tight or eating too much or plays with their stomach in front of me it turns me on and kinda annoys me. It makes me feel like somehow they know. I’m worried it’s obvious that I want to hear more. I’m worried it’s obvious that I want to touch their belly or feed them more.
It happens a lot. One guy friend I had I was not aware that he was doughy. He kept talking about how bloated he was and that he ate too much. He kept this while continuing to eat. He finally unbuttoned his jeans and his belly just flopped out. He rubbed it saying how much better it felt. I felt like it was so obvious that I was turned on. I think he noticed though cause he kept getting up to get more food.
We of course ended up hooking up later that month. He tended to do this a lot. He play with his belly and talk about how tight his jeans were getting. I would end up absentmindedly playing with it when I cuddled with him.

I had a guy friend whose shirt would ride up after he ate. His belly also hung over his jeans a lot. He would often talk about how out of shape he was getting in grad school and how he needed to cut back. When I hugged him I would sink into him. It drove me crazy.

One friend I had used to constantly talk about how tight his pants were getting. When we went to get food he would say things like “well I guess I should clean everyone’s plates I’m already getting fat.” Then he would eat anything the others couldn’t finish. It would drive me insane. His belly would push out over his belt. This cute plump roll of fat. I watched him grow over the following month. I felt like he knew. A few times after particularly huge meals he would unbuckle his belt and sigh. Then he would keep going. He even unbuttoned his pants. I felt like he was making fun of me.

Does anyone else get uncomfortable when weight gain comes up in random conversation? Like when it starts to feel like hey here is stuff you write about and get off too right here randomly and now you have to pretend it doesn’t affect you? That keeps happening to me. Everytime I want to ask more questions but I get super uncomfortable and kinda agitated. It makes me feel like they know or I’m being made fun of. Like my neighbor I feel like has now randomly started playing with his belly in front of me just to mess with me. He actually does know. But honestly it just randomly comes up with people.

I was recently in a discussion about sex with a guy I might want to actually be in a relationship with. He said and I hate what he said: “ All girls I've had really kinky sex with have cried telling me it's the best orgasm they had, and it's not coming from a place of anger it's intimate to hurt someone for their pleasure and comfort them afterwards. In a twisted way I don’t truly understand.”
It was upsetting to learn. That to me raises the question about how often is a kink and or fetish a reflection of trauma, abuse, toxic? Just idk all I know is that I’m not interested in that. I believe that sex is a culmination of what the relationship is. As in sex is an expression of love. And yeah it’s also recreational. But someone hurting me especially during sex and then comforting me is a horrifying concept. It made me wary of him. And just I had to bite my tongue and not point out that from what I know of his past relationships that was not a bdsm or something. That was an actual trauma toxic thing that those girls had brought into sex because that’s what they were shown that love is. I know people won’t agree with me. But when I read that it made me cry. It scared me. So just yeah a kink a fetish can be so many things. It can be a fun thing. It can be a liking a girl in dresses. It can be a penchant for shoes or whatever. It can be enjoying more to hold onto. It can be because maybe you have had better relationships with heavier people. It can be that you like the sounds they make when they are eating or really full. Or that they seem happier. Or just literally anything can be a turn on for whatever reason. Maybe it’s cause of morbid curiosity, maybe it’s a power thing. I know for me that My porn is completely separate from my relationships. Yes sometimes I am turned on by a pudgy belly spilling over jeans or them overeating or whatever. But it is not something I want to explore because for me it is a selfish thing. As in I would get bored and resentful if it was permanent. I get too sadistic. It’s not shame it’s more I don’t want that. Plus it’s not one or the other. So I mean idk. A fetish, kink, preferrence, whatever is complicated. Also some people just like how they look bigger or smaller. If they are confident and healthy then good for them. Idk it’s confusing. These discussions get heated. If someone writes on these topics you should be prepared for major criticism. Atm I’m exhausted and responding because why not. Plus that conversation was slightly upsetting and I’m curious

Okay I don’t know if this belongs here but I was talking to a guy I met on hinge and he said quarantine turned him into a marshmallow. So I was honestly a little horrified by the subsequent spike in my libido. I couldn’t get past it. And because we had very different sexual preferences(not having to do with this fetish, he just liked rough sex and I don’t at all) we never had sex we were friends but dangerously close to having sex because turns out I was insanely turned on by his softness. He was just soft enough to make him solid on his 5ft9 frame. He carried it well but I couldn’t keep my hands off him. I finally told him about the feederism stuff actually I told him early on. I was so weird about it though. And he was okay with me touching his soft bits but the talking about it kind of weirded him out. He told me it did. I mean yes he played along here and there because of my reaction but yeah I think I made him feel bad. I had completely forgotten how dominant I get about that. And it kind of made me rethink the guys I go after. I like both. I like very in shape guys as in the conventional hot guys but I also like softness as long as they are strong.

But now I’m terrified to ever interact with a guy with any softness because I get so out of control so fast. Zero to sixty. I told him this is why I am very careful not to bring it into practice because although having stuff I masturbate to brought to life is insanely hot I don’t know how to dial it back a bit and be respectful. I actually do get so weird and persistent. And yeah he was cool about it. But yeah we are friends but the few times he teased me by tightening his pants or anything I kind of lost it. The stupid quarantine gains also just mess with my head. I get all riled up over it but they I’m annoyed that the person kinda lied about how they look in their pictures when I video with them. I don’t know it’s not as if I wouldn’t like a guy if he gained a little weight. It’s just I get so out of control with the fetish and I don’t force food on them I just constantly want them to talk about it that it kinda makes them feel bad or feel like an object rather than a person. And or Idk makes them feel like that’s the only thing I’m interested in. So uh that’s why I keep it separate. The guy I am currently super into and really genuinely like and I am sleeping with us gorgeous and sweet and sexy and has no idea how hot he is. Our relationship fell apart during quarantine. So I’m not sure what we are now but yeah. I told him about this stuff but he doesn’t know how to talk dirty in general. He tries. He said anything that helps you get off and experience as much pleasure as possible when you are experiencing anxiety but still want to get off I’m more than happy to try. Feeding him is not something I want to do at all. He even offered to have me watch the stuff I masturbate to or read it or listen to it and he could eat me out so I wouldn’t feel judged. He never judges me for it. He likes curvy girls but yeah not to this extent. He is very sweet. But yeah hearing about all these quarantine gains is making me both terrified and horny and confused. Amd none of the people I want to have gain weight gain weight.

So I’m just now writing more stories about it so that I can live out the stuff there. And yeah it’s hard. But yeah why is no one posting pictures of their gain. Like on Facebook or Instagram or just posting pictures at all. I want so desperately to see it. I feel so horny all the time but yeah been too anxious to fully satisfy it. Anyway sry if this got off topic

Okay as I said not a doctor or anything. Going from personal experience. Everyone is different. Everyone is so different. But yeah regular checkups are important.