Plump Belly To Curvy:
Wow, are you sure about that surgery? I'd get a second opinion. I'm not a medical professional, but that sounds awfully drastic. And as gaining enough to be truly fat ours a lot of bulk through the system, it may be much harder with your large intestine removed.

As for suggestions:

A practical one is hunger inducing supplements. I have a hard time eating as much as I need to to gain a lot consistently, and I don't tend to get hungry in the morning. I've found the combo of Gain (by Nutri) and Eat Mor when I'm not hungry or before what I want to be a larger meal to be super helpful. In about 20 min, Gain makes me hungry. Ear Mor may in 30-60 minutes, but whether I'm hungry or not, Eat Mor magically allows me to just keep eating, so much more than I would otherwise, comfortably. Then I follow up especially big or hard to digest meals with digestive enzymes.

As for kink association, I also find that either self-pleasure with or after the food or reading erotic gain or related fetish stories while eating so much gives me even more association with the sensuality of stuffing, gaining, and fat, and the sexual pleasure of imagining breeding. If you have a partner who would feed and breed you or come together even if their not into feedism, after a while I get aroused just thinking of a big meal and all that fat that it will make, how I'll get bigger. It's not an addiction or dependence because I can still forget to eat or dekay it for other reasons in my life. But if I've eaten large meals consistently enough, my body adjusts with more hunger and digestive capacity. So my body starts to crave it and notice more noisily if I don't eat it. We know the squeaky wheel gets the grease.

Morbidly A Beast:
I’ll never understand what it’s like to want to be fat also finding it hard to gain but hate or dislike eating on top of that. Like I’m sorry this might not work the way you think it will, doesn’t make you any less valid as a feedist just gotta work towards a better relationship with food

also don’t @ me thins, eating an entire package of cookies is still a healthy relationship with food

RoyalRose:
So partially for kink reasons and partially because I genuinely struggle with not being motivated to eat, I want to try developing a genuine food addiction. (I can be starving after not eating for 12 hours and pretty easily ignore it. Plus I hate snacking because it's inconvenient).

I can be pretty picky, thankfully I like fast food atleast, but i've always disliked the act of eating itself. I've improved a lot over the last few years and put on some weight, but it can be so so difficult to eat when i'm not motivated by hunger pangs and snacking/eating feels like an inconvenience. When actively trying to gain I have to solely rely on motivation through kink, and then I burn out 1-2 months in.

I understand how very serious a real addiction can be, i've actually thought about this topic for over a year and really considered it. If something serious were to happen I do have the support system necessary. But I honestly want to develop a psychological dependance on food/eating.

On FF, a few threads/forums/posts/whatever you call them inspired me:

-"Learning to stress eat"
-"Subtle mental conditioning of a feedee"
-"Psychological conditioning"

Unfortunately that isn't a whole lot to go on though. Does anyone have advice, experiences, suggestions, or anything else?

Munchies:


You do not want this. This is might seem fun in the short-term, but developing a dependency/addiction to food only brings suffering long-term.

I've seen it up close and personal. It destroys relationships and lives.



What you want is to associate eating with pleasure. If you have such an painful relationship with food and eating, it's best to tackle the root of the issue first. What about eating and snacking is such a pain for you?