I've always preferred dating larger guys, because then I wouldn't feel so big.

I have dated one guy that was smaller than me, and he made me feel good so the size difference didn't bother me.

I use to be someone else on this site, but removed everything and deleted the account. I was and am still enduring a love/hate relationship with the fat world and what I believe to be the real world. (Fat vs healthy)

Fat can be healthy, but I think a lot of people on here are not all that healthy.

When I'm horny I want to be fat, I want to eat and be full and rub my belly.

When I'm not horny, I want to be skinny, I don't want the belly. I want to be healthy and do things, get back into sports, wear smaller sized clothing, etc.