Anjou:
Is that a thing? I got into bodybuilding for the last year and really loving watching my body put on weight and size (be it mostly muscle).
Enas:
Maybe, im curious about how you experience this. I would like to know in more detail. Is it the progression that makes you feel in a certain way? And if yes, why exactly is that it, etc.
Im trying to think of questions that would help direct your attention somewhere, but really anything towards questioning what it is that you like exactly about this, will be helpfull in answering the question of your post.
I can only provide a short example of myself. By getting fatter i also become weaker (or i at least percieve it like that) which is something exciting for me because im into dom/sub dynamics etc. Does that make sense of what im asking you?
Anjou:
Totally. I was 225 5 years ago. Went on wegovy, dropped over 100 lbs, but while I was elated that I was finally the size I wanted to be my whole life, I felt weak and sick all the time.
So I got off the wegovy and focused my once again large appetite on protein and started a training two time a day 6 days a week to battle the depression I had developed.
I feel transformed internally now. My confidence, sex drive, self image is 100 times better than when I was 103 lbs.
Like I legit feel like a different person lol
Enas:
You could go into more depth, but that's a good enough response! So, assuming from the title, i now have another question. What makes you think that what you just described is a fetish?
I mean, no doubt that its definetely something that makes you feel really good, and its actually good too, but where is any kind of fetishization in that? At least with how you described it so far, i really don’t see something that would make it a fetish per se.
What do you think?
Anjou:
I honestly feel like a different person has emerged over the last year. A person I a, still getting to know
Very impressive! All the work really shows.
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Anjou:
Is that a thing? I got into bodybuilding for the last year and really loving watching my body put on weight and size (be it mostly muscle).
I remember stumbling onto that kind of thing in the early internet days while looking for feedist stuff. It seemed like Popeye and the Incredible Hulk were their violet Beauregard.
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Roundedout:
I think something that set the stage in early childhood was me sitting with my grandmother - my head laying on her soft belly.
Then what "sparked" my interest was an old site called "thespark.com" and their "gain 30 pounds in 30 days challenge". It's still out on archive.org. I followed the daily updates with a large interest. That's also about the time when I found this site in its early days...
Oh I remember the spark’s fat project. That was pretty special at the time.
1 week
Munchies:
I was going through an old journal of mine and found 3 different female feeder and male feedee hand written erotica. I forgot all about these.
I guess I was always like this.
Torchcacti:
I’m thankful the “drawings” of fat people I did as a kid don’t exist anymore. They were usually just increasingly large circles with smaller and smaller heads, arms, and legs. Lol
Munchies:
I had a whole ass trilogy going on. It's not ... great. At least compared to what I can do now. But it's crazy how deep the rabbit hole goes.
Sounds kind of awesome tbh! Foundations come in all sorts.
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Munchies:
I was going through an old journal of mine and found 3 different female feeder and male feedee hand written erotica. I forgot all about these.
I guess I was always like this.
Torchcacti:
I’m thankful the “drawings” of fat people I did as a kid don’t exist anymore. They were usually just increasingly large circles with smaller and smaller heads, arms, and legs. Lol
Munchies:
I had a whole ass trilogy going on. It's not ... great. At least compared to what I can do now. But it's crazy how deep the rabbit hole goes.
Sounds kind of awesome tbh! Foundations come in all sorts.
1 week
Munchies:
I was going through an old journal of mine and found 3 different female feeder and male feedee hand written erotica. I forgot all about these.
I guess I was always like this.
I’m thankful the “drawings” of fat people I did as a kid don’t exist anymore. They were usually just increasingly large circles with smaller and smaller heads, arms, and legs. Lol
1 week
Hmmmm I have memories of being fascinated by fat from a VERY young age. Like a tingly feeling I didn’t know how to talk about. Maybe I could say I had a kind of early polymorphously perverse relationship with fat? Fat and pregnant people were fascinating. Cartoons of inflation were fascinating. I wanted to be fat and I wanted everyone else to be fat. I guess that kind of stuck around, but I was really interested in inflation early on, maybe because I just didn’t understand how human bodies worked (just my story, not a dig at anyone else’s kinks!). Now that I do, real, actual weight gain is the thing. It’s mostly focused on my body, kink wise, now but I still love a fat and growing body on anyone.
1 week
Fellow oldFat clocking in.
2 weeks
I’ve been having a hard time finding new stuff so I’m following here.
Recently been listening to a lot of Hum’s latest album, Ethel Cain, Def Rain, and Escuela Grind. Always up for recommendations!
2 weeks
Morbidly A Beast:
I feel like I could do that for a weekend or something but 2 and a half months of 10,000 calories a day would be pretty brutal, and I’m someone who puts away 3-4k lunches in a sitting. I get pretty painfully stuffed around 8k
Enjoyment factor would lead me to say nope to this but props to feedees who’d go for it
Munchies:
You have to be a masochist to do that. You also need to train your stomach to handle this. Your average feedee will eat 3 - 5 kcal a day. It will take a few weeks of near constant eating to get to that point if you wanna be quick about it. This is doable if you aren't responsible for anyone or don't move so much at work. Lemme tell you what, that calorie count will knock you OUT.
I’ve tried and I can’t do that more than a few days in a row.
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