I'm almost to my goal and nothing has been said or pointed out 😜

This morning I was 342lbs .

I'm honestly to the point where if I had someone who wanted me to be the biggest health wouldn't even be a thought. 😜

The thought has been crossing my mind for a while and I think I'll test these waters .

Because I'm down to get reaaaaaly fat. 🤩

I've been consistently stuffing for about a week ( aiming for 6800 calories a day , somehow my Google Gemini came up with that number for the goal and I've achieved it every day but 1 ). And I can already notice a change . My belly is DEFINITELY getting bigger.

I've really been dedicated to this these last few weeks more than any other time in my life I told myself I was going to gain.
I've crossed a line that I always knew was there but was always afraid of it.
But now I desire it .
I've been aiming for 6800 calories a day .
Today I destroyed that goal and I don't even feel full.
I suppose my capacity has increased and I think I am not going to stop until the new year

I've been more open with my gluttonous meals and snacks. (Not a care for whomever sees my gluttony) In the hopes that someone would say something about it. I would be so ecstatic for that lol

Here I go full send.

I can't stop thinking about what I want to eat next. Even as I lay down for bed. I wonder what I'll eat when I wake up.

I've started to become aroused at the thought of eating so many calories. Watching my belly grow and hang.

I love it .

I've been actively gaining since the beginning of November and I have decided to go until new years day and see what happens.

When I was in the 3rd grade we got a new young beautiful teacher and she was thick but by no means fat.

During that year she probably gained 25 or so pounds, and I liked it. Came back after summer brake and she was even bigger and I was hooked.

I used to pad my clothes and say to myself that I'm in the 300lbs club.

1. When I realized there's barely anything that fits me at regular stores (Wal-Mart, Target).

2. When my son called me Snorlax 😁.

3. When I sat in a folding chair and it couldn't take it.