I agree

Yeah those work.and any kind of white textured mints like altoids and those life savors

Yes, hopefully this will happen to me. Good luck budy.

Thanks yes it does. If I could I'd be a writer and write and craft all day in bed and watch my husband work as I filled the bed. But sadly I need to work work. But workimg where I do and filling the bed works lol. The exstream fat work from home lady is a big turn on for my husband some times on his breaks he will work out and I'll watch him work out while things load. Now he wants me to get back into eating all day while I work. I love it and it actully helps forcus my adhd while working because i'm doing something with the other hand at the same time. I will lock in and not realise how much time gone by.

Yes it does for me. I enjoy the out of shape feelings. The waddle, panting, needing to rest. Hopefully I will get the mobility challages at some time. Even the struggles to fit places. Ive missed my wadlle and my need and want to constantly eat. The only rhing I hate is the bathtube not being deep enought.

A note from my padding adventure from my gainer post.
I padded and filled the sofa and man that was a dream come true too. It fel so natural and wonderful I sleep that way. Unable to even move my self and even the weight of the padding on me felt so real. Like I was ment to be this size.
We even had a little fatasy fantasy play. I woke up enjoying my blobish nature unable to reach much anything. I accepted my mass and size I told myself bloating a bit and feeling everything move it pulled my legs and arrms in a bit. So it was just my hands uncovered that was gold it self. I ended up passing out waking up and so I relaxed into it again I felt things move my hands where covered and I felt the pillow roll. move closer to my face. I took a breath acepting my fait and instead my head sunk in like a blue berry pillow rolls all round my head. Like that fan art ypu see online of the girls so fat their rolls and their heads sunk in. I loved my fat filling my sight. Expanding again to where I just had a slit of fat to peak throught man that was bliss. My husband and I woke up abit later he got to enjoy my mattress body. He kisses me between the rolls and was like hun I know you want to feel it to completely cosume you my blueberry. He wanted me to beg for it. He helped the roll move over my face consuming me fully and fuck. Lol I came up for air but fuck.

I think part of it is gentic and part is just life. Ive had mine sense I was young. I didn't actually know any larger fat people As a child, so that was not an influence. For me I know theres a the spiritual and past life aspect to it for my kinks and what Im attracted to. This is not the space to go deeply into that lore drop. One thing I noticed is that the women on my mom's side of the family have the same attraction to men. Tall, dark hair, perfurably black hair, good cheeck bones, nice chin, supportive, letting women fall into their womenhood, strong, that like tism women. my mother and grandmother did too. I had never seen a picture of my grandpa That was colored, so I never knew his hair color. Found out it was black and thic he was a strong big russian man with a major breeding kink you have to to have that many kids. My grandma was a small tism chunky women. So yeah the breding kink had a gentic aspect for sure and my attraction had to have a part in it too.

Thank you, lol. I meet my husband on feabie years ago. I got him to admit to me he wanted me house bound sense we started talking and that he wants us to try for immobile atleast some day. Or atleast till I give up walking and maybe use a scooter someday.Thatd likely be at not that big of weight because Ive always wanted to be to fat to lift myself and once that happens walking will just go other then to the bathroom. We both are working on trying to get promotions at work and keep something thats work from home. That way I can atlease work till I cant lift my arms and fill the bed. We would need to put on an addion to the house to fit me any way. Double doors cause I'd love to atleast be rolled to the sofa at times. Which is another reason for mirrors cause if my neck keeps getting thicker. I love thinking one day I wont be able to see much past my fat mond of a body in my direct vision other then the tv, him, my animals and books. Still that way I can examin what fits in the mirror atleast. Plus double doors to the yard so I can still float in The pool and the door so the dont have to rip the wall down to get me out of the house one day if need. Lol or he can roll me out to get some sun.. It will be a while so we will see but I hope for it onday. We've been padding me more to see size wise how I handle it. I sleep in it last night when ever I want and I'll tell you what I never felt more natural in my life. Filling the sofa and or bed unablde to move my self felt ment to be. But no mater my growth if I get over 350 reno has to happen the stairs will be a no and we need another densent size bathroom that wont feel so anoying to us. Plus, I want a deeper wider tub so I can fit it Atleast for a while. 250 is pur next main goal then 300 till we sort stuff then I agrref to pile it on.

A bit after I got with my husband I knew I still wanted to be as big as I Could. It was a large reminder that hit me. One day when I had to go in the office. I went to the bathroom I saw some ones scooter at the door and walked past it. After I was done I went to wash my hands and I saw the largest women I've seen in person. I have neverver seen some one that wide before and her belly even contain was huge. Her gate was exstreamly heavy when she walked. She was dreses nicely and I complement my dress. She was so pretty and nice. I told her thank you and that her shirt was adorable and looked so nice on her. I could tell. she was wearing some thing of shape wear still she had to be. She was so flattered and had to let me pass to leave. As I was walking out I heard her pant abit she had to turn sideways to get through the door way.

It made me really think how much I wanted to be as large as I could be. 😉 it might have inspired some thoughts that helped me get through some hard times. Imagening being the massive office lady filling her cube and her hot fit stud boss sneaking her snacks on her desknon his breaks. Or getting to work from home and adventually filling the bed with my belly. None of my coeworkers knowing. As I just keep growing larger.

Yeah this is why I was ment to meet my husband later in life and have such a high metabolism. Or I would being house bound, no joke. I was planning to with my x years ago. I've always had a feeling I'd not live to a really old age. This kinda life has been my dream sense I was little. Constantly eating every day all the time. It Just felt natural. I loved it when I used to get to do it every day and missed it so much. My husband would say you'd just love being hooked to a feeding tube and would never want it out would you. That is a facts. He's trying to get me back to snacking as much as he can. I didn't ever want to Limit my size most my life the fatter the better. The only time I felt at home in my body was with me gaining or pading to the point siting up was and effort and at that point. I enjoyed the ehh its to much effort to try to sit up and walk oh you could just roll me to the sofa. I'm so gald to not have to walk any more or it being a huge effort. I feel natural and good to be so big I'm out of breath and the want for more till I was a pudle is peak female profection. I can’t help it and have tried to surpress it over the years. But bed life and even the struggles sounded good to me. Especially getting to fat for most everything. Even to the point my whole ligt is a feeding tub going in and oxygent To the point Im to big to do any thing but grow bigger snd eve lift my own arms.