[quote]MCC2018:
I went to the beach the other day and underestimated how big my belly would look in my bikini from last year. I was embarrassed at the beach and felt like I was being judged. I have gained about 30 pounds this year accidentally and am getting used to all of this[/quote

I can only imagine how shocked those who knew you with 30 less pounds would think, but generally people notice and think something is wrong. How yiu feel about the extra weight? Perhaps you get used to your bigger body and learn to accept and dress in a way that makes you feel confident and sexy. It will likely take time, but happy to chat and try to help you accept your body exactly how it is now.

I’d love to chat on Kik if you are interested