MCC2018:
My weight keeps going up and down. I’ll lose about 5 pounds and then I’ll gain it right back and then some. I fluctuate from 180-195lbs at 5’ 1 and it’s noticeable especially in my belly area and my butt cheeks have never been fatter and more full of cellulite. I am struggling with confidence but I like something about the added padding
I’m sorry to hear it’s been so difficult to adapt to your bigger body. I can imagine it’s embarrassing when clothes don’t fit or seeing fat you never had before. I hope that in time you can adjust your attitude and wardrobe to better highlight your strengths to feel more confident. I also happen to think you are cute too
