I'm a 27yo chub looking for some nice skinny/fit gay guys to chat with and hopefully meet at some point. I'm in PA but I'd love to meet anyone like this. Seems like this type of guy is rare (or I'm not looking in the right places).

I've been big my whole life. (Currently 25yo) I've always been the tallest, and most of the time, heaviest guy in school. Yet I am attracted to smaller, skinnier guys.
I know that for a guy my size, finding a smaller guy is going to be hard. Most of the time, gay skinny/muscular guys want the same. A lot of the time, gay chubby guys want chubby guys.
Why is it so hard to find a gay chubby chaser that is skinny/muscular and wants to be with me?