Wow wow wow - that’s a lot in a short period!

I wanted to reply like this below your posts for space purposes - let me know if this is hard to read this way:

I remember having feelings around bigger bellies in particular from as young as 4/5 years old and used to stuff pillows up my T-shirt in secret. I remember a girl was pregnant on a soap I watched and I was fascinated as her body got bigger each episode, out of proportion with the rest of her body. I couldn’t wait for the next days episode!

So funny, I also padded when I was young. Amazing how things you saw were so vivid and deep penetrating in your mind. We can remember so much so vividly at an early age with this stuff making an impact.

As I got bigger I would have really mixed feelings towards the fat on myself (remember, this is pre internet days? I thought I was the only one in the world feeling like this 😩) and would play with it in secret. Because I am into contrast, I liked “normal” guys so didn’t think anything of it being an attraction thing. But if I saw bigger girls that’s where I’d be fascinated.

During this time I didn’t gain myself, actually couldn’t out in a pound to save my life. But I understand being conflicted as pre internet days, I found myself liking the chunkier or heavier girls in school (not nearly as heavy as I kept liking them as I got older though), not what all my fiends seemed to like. I was pretty confident from an early age, so all my girlfriends were chunky to slightly heavy for that time.I can’t speak for you, but I too have always admired big fat bellies on guys, not that I anyway was aroused by a guy just aroused by the belly and wanting that for myself mostly admiring it and envisioning it on me.I happened to pack on a huge gut several times now in my adult life and like the mutual gaining side the most within this fetish I suppose.

Honestly, this still confuses me to this day. I get confused about my own sexuality - do I like what I see on bigger women in that I’m imagining I was them, or do I fancy them, or do I appreciate how it looks on them? I still haven’t worked it out at nearly 42. I flip flop between thinking I’m straight, Bi, somewhere in between - who knows!

I am not sure it matters much, just go with it and you will figure it out.

But thank you internet for assuring me that the weird 5 year old wasn’t alone and that there’s a lot of us out here!

Way more of us than we could have imagined. I can’t believe this had been such a strong part of us for so long and that I have only discussed this personally with a couple girlfriends and my wife. None of which really know how much I to weight gain I am really into or much I would love my wife to fatten to. She probably thinks from our conversations just somewhat overweight and fat, when really I would love to see her super fat. Also, I have never discussed with anyone personally not even my wife of my intentional gaining for myself. I am sure she just thinks her cooking has developed a huge gut on me several times, in which to be honest she didn’t seem to mind one bit but actually seems to actually like me that big.

Thanks for your insightful comments.

Interesting and informative thread!

I too had some experiences a while back with heavy cream. I happen to have a muscle chub figure with a big bloated gut when intentionally gaining or accidentally gaining for that matter.

During my time with heavy cream when I was intentionally gaining, I would cook with it adding it to pasta dishes, eggs a lot of things as well as drinking it directly from the carton along with a couple glazed donuts for sugar spike that I was told it makes it react way better this way.

My discoveries were this:
1. I didn’t seem to gain weight really quickly at first even though I felt bigger and heavier.
2. Once I did notice the gains I felt it softer fat subcutaneous not visceral in my lowest part of my belly being really soft and kind of jiggly which for me was strange because my gut was always so taught and tight and bloated feeling and looking.
3. I also noticed all my pants getting so much tighter in my butt and thighs which I typically never feel with my gains, I’ll mostly all goes to my gut. But as time went on I couldn’t even get my regular pants by my thighs and certainly not over the fatter butt I packed on.
4. My pectoral muscles which were always so rigid and tight began softening and even had a different type of jiggle not the muscle bounce but a fat sprout jiggle.
5. The love handles which I never noticed before now engulfed my higher hip area. I had a lot of soft accumulation to my back and even my upper last softened.
6. Not only was my lowest part of my belly softening but I developed a belt hang which was quite noticeable when looking from the side, which I never ever imagined I would have at this weight, expecting I would get if I gained a bunch more possibly.
7. This one is the magic - you have probably heard it before with Heavy Cream - the delayed gains I developed, I actually stopped or slowed down the heavy cream and not only the number on the scale kept climbing at least two weeks after I stopped but I felt so much fatter heavier and I was, clothes that I already sized up were not fitting at all again and I really developed more soft fat than I was prepared or used to with my nice only tight inflated physique.

During this whole time I was intentionally gaining so my appetite was pretty big from already stretching out my stomach and I definitely co aimed a lot of calories per day. But if I ever really want to get a lot of soft fat I would definitely do heavy cream again. Although, treading lightly may be a word to the wise, because the delayed gaining was extremely real in my experience and much greater than what others have mentioned at least for me and on my body.

This is incredible advice you quoted, and I believe it completely.

During my intentionally gaining and 50+ pounds packed on fairly quickly to mostly my belly, but slightly everywhere. I felt so at peace when I was around my wife at home eating together all the time and enjoying our company or out in public when we didn’t see anyone we knew it was fantastic. But when it came time to be with some of our couples friends or even my friends separate from my wife - just anyone who knew me or my wife prior to our big weight gains I felt insecure and kind of embarrassed. Know this may have been it was still very recent and quite a big change as well as knowing I created this massive gut sticking out in front of me intentionally (so there was that little forbidden secret to it).

During this time we kind of kept to ourselves and distanced ourselves from family and friends not intentionally but it just felt better with our new fattening ways enjoying our time together. This was the hardest part of the reality but I thought to myself if we were to move away where no one knew us and everybody just related to us as the fat couple from the start it may have been different and I may have been 300+ lbs. in no time and my wife may have been the same. Newer friends or even old acquaintances it didn’t bother me to show how much I kept gaining or how fat I was getting with ill fitting clothing now or even field questions about how I packed on so much weight. It didn’t have the same feelings for me as it did with friends I knew for a long time or family, where I didn’t even want to talk about it or get together with them.

I even relished in the times I was able to wear a T- shirt that was now way too small on my gut that made me look like I was 20 months pregnant with my tan lower git peeking out a good 6” out the bottom which I obviously couldn’t tell be seeing but only by the cool draft. I would go through a grocery store a few extra miles where we used to live and not the local grocery store, I still knew several cashiers and clerks there and I would come through the line with an obscene amount of Ben n Jerry’s ice creams, cookies, chocolates, bags of chips & baked goods - a rather obscene amount. As I got to a woman checker that had been there for years and I hadn’t seen in sometime, she said hi, how have you been, I haven’t seen you for a while. We had quick conversation while she was recording the items, 8 Ben n berries pints go by, and I say “they force you to buy 4 at a time for the discount”, she says, “yes, I know, but you have 8”, I say, yes double the discount” leaning over with my gut displayed on the counter now handing her another pint. She laughs! She asks how my wife is been and I said, “really good, a lot of these snacks are for her” as I can only imagine what she must be thinking of how much I have changed in a relatively short amount of time. I am sure she has told other employees at her store as well as replayed this encounter to many people she knows with the potential shock I must have created. This type of a situation for some reason I not only don’t have a problem with I almost want to evoke some questions, comments or teasing about how fat and big of a guy I packed on and how out of control my full cart with calorie laden snacks must have looked to her.

I wonder the difference, if anyone else knows and if anyone has felt similar ways like this in these encounters?

Possibly not the best title, but what I was getting at is how many of you have some vivid memories of weight gain and fat at an early age and can still recite the feelings.

I remember being in 2nd or 3rd grade in Elementary school and seeing the girls in the class with chubbier thicker arms. Not to mention seeing a few shirts that rose up and seeing a deep navel surrounded by a lot of soft meat “Fat”. It not only wowed me but I became attracted to the girls that had these qualities and were fatter than the other girls.

The first girl I was really attracted to was chunky and thick with the cutest face. From this point I not only related to the fat but the cuteness and this became my ideal look for the girls I was attracted to. They had to have a cute face and be considerably chubbier than the other girls. At this time chubbier meant having some meat on their bones and a deeper belly button from a fatter belly.

I also remember going into 7th grade not seeing a kid I knew from school for several years. His parents owned an Italian restaurant in our area. I hadn’t seen him since middle of the year 6th grade I suppose, summer had passed and 2nd half of the year in 7th grade he definitely changed. He had the biggest belly sticking out of front of him straining his shirt even with a hang to it because it was so heavy and big. This was the first time I experienced looking at a boys belly and admiring as well as being in shock. He literally must have packed on a good 40 pounds at his size in this time all to his big fat pizza/lasagna belly.

Another time right around this 6/7th grade time I was on vacation with my family. We were camping and I saw a woman that had on jeans shorts and a tank top, she was fairly short and really fat and wore her skintight cut off Jean shorts and had the fattest huge thunder thighs. I remember being totally attracted to how fat they were and how much cellulite she had on them.I fantasized about this for many memories later.

Another time several family’s in the neighborhood were going to the beach together. When I got there I saw a woman who happened to be a step mom of one of the neighbor kids that I never had seen before. She was in a one live and was really tan pretty and Fat. Her butt and thighs were massive and riddled with cellulite. I couldn’t get her Vision out of my eyes and I must have formed my favorite womanly figure then which was a Fat pear shape with huge upper arms and a big lower belly to go with the massive bottom half.

I relate to this with the weight I like on women, which has only gone up and up and up over time.

I also, relate to this with my own gaining, I never felt big enough as I reached new highs and kept pushing the end zone up further.

While I was intentionally gaining, I couldn’t believe how much my appetite grew and after stiffing myself how big and bloated my gut was which then made me so horny and aroused, which then made me hungry again to get even bigger. It was a vicious cycle that could really lead to some extreme weight gain.

I took this thread slightly differently from the title.

My take was when I was secretly intentionally gaining, but to have my wife either tease me, scold me or be concerned for how big of a Gut I was packed on.

To do this, I was constantly stuffing myself when I wasn’t with her for lunch and plenty of fattening of snacks in between. This went on for months and I was even drinking heavy cream in between appointments after lunch in my car. At the time, my appetite increased so much while constantly stuffing I didn’t even have to try stuffing after a while, I was now ordering and obscene amount at lunch, drive through a fast food spot and order easily three meals and two milkshakes. It was crazy, that the fatter you get how you crave fattening fast food and other extremely calorie dense meals. I would come home after completely stuffing all day and have the highest bloated gut and my wife would have a massive dinner prepared for us. I didn’t even have the urge of ginger but once I started eating I was a bottomless pit, I just kept shoveling in my mouth. I would have seconds and sometimes thirds to try and get a reaction out of her. By this time in the evening my gut was massive and so distended I looked like I was 20 months pregnant. I would then go upstairs with my wife and get into the shower while she was undressing next to the shower and getting her pajamas on and talking to me while I showered. It was such a thrill, she would be talking and Nikki g at me on the shower while I was softly soaping my massive gut and all I could think was what she must be thinking, “How could my husband become this huge, his belly is so massive he can’t even barely reach around it to soap himself”. I would dry off out of the shower and I would lumber into bed with her and she would say nothing after witnessing my massive transformation. Of If I didn’t know any better I honestly believed she loved her new fattened husband and probably thought it was her making me this huge from all of her cooking, even though my secret feeding of myself is what produced most of this 50-60 pound gain in a relatively short six months.

I love before & after pictures - but especially like the vulnerability of how one got there. Things like their appetite got larger and then continued to out of control eating as well as the difference the weight has an effect on them not only visually but stamina and not being able to do routine things they used to or even how they operate more because of the larger size and all the extra weight gained!

This is very true - also, surround all your time together eating and snacking and before you know it you will both be getting fatter and crave eating so much.

Congrat’s -

Your girl has not commented in anyway at all? Has she been given your belly extra attention or cuddles?