Another week down, and 9 more lbs packed on. One thing I don’t like is all my disgusting side fat

I really just want someone to tell me why my belly turned out like this I know that I gained an absurd amount of weight in a very short amount of time but most other people I see their belly is not like dull you can see when I play with it it just uses out everywhere. There’s not one part that’s not pure lard I just I can’t get enough of just like squeezing it jiggling it playing with it it’s so Mammoth.

I know I’ve said this many times, but I literally cannot believe I am this fat. I cannot believe my fat is this dimple quivering mass of lard. It’s absolutely fascinating and disgust me at the same time because I I’ve gotten so big that even standing up is difficult and you will see in this video that, all of my muscles have atrophied and I’m so weak and it’s hard to even stand up like it’s ridiculous. Belly has so many roles and is so heavy that I’m getting helpless.Yet I can’t stop gaining…

I literally cannot get myself up from a lying position without using my hands I can’t believe I’ve let myself go this much. I am so fat and intrigued by the fat it’s just pure blubber pure cellulite, pure dimpled fat.