I am as fascinated, as I am disgusted by how absolutely fat I have gotten. The word fat is an understatement. My belly is out of control. This video shows it well. It hangs so low and pulls me forward. I don’t really know how to explain what it’s like to be this fat and to have my belly is so heavy.

This pic scares me. I can’t believe how HUGE my belly has gotten.

Will the weight gain ever stop?

We all love before and after