And considering I can barely do this top on in the back anymore and my hips are getting wider it makes me one of the last days for this bikini too..

I've been feeling a bit bigger the last few days so thought I would do some clothing comparissons... this dress is definitely starting to get too tight, even for a stretchy dress

Also I'm starting to get love handles which is crazy to me as I never thought I would ever have those in my life.. I guess that means my hips are going to grow next?

And the upside to this emotional eating is that now my belly is bigger again than it's been in a while and at least that makes me happy. It's crazy how once you've put on a bunch of weight when you loose some it comes back so fast and then some if you eat

So I'm getting my first signs I'm becoming a fat person now. I recently stopped trying to actively gain the past few weeks and lost some weight. Then because I was feeling down had a week of eating a lot and gained the weight back twice as fast as before

Not touching myself just hiding myself! Also i think tummy is my favorite- I've decided

but I still feel like I definitely gain most in my belly

I've stoped actively trying to gain for now but I've noticed that the weight is settling in I feel like a lot of it has gone to my ass

When someone makes you feel very brave and very sexy ;)