i ate but...

another 2 lbs (1 kg)

vacation day 8 (last day)

vacation day 6 and 7

A few minutes ago I had my first air belly inflation (oral). It was medium. My belly hurts and grumbles to itself.

vacation day 5

vacation day 4

vacation day 3

I was always the fat kid until I lost weight for my work. But I loved my fat and my fat belly. At first I just liked it on myself and liked to rub my belly with creams and oil, later even with chocolate and ice cream and then play with my belly. Messyfeedism really turned me on (a long time). Later I started filming my belly plays for myself, following the example of some “belly play women” on YouTube. Most of the time I watched these videos of mine once or twice and deleted them immediately afterwards. The whole thing felt wrong. Still, belly play videos continued to turn me on and I hated it. But that's just how it was. Over the years the whole thing increased; the women I looked at had to be more and more fat and wear less and less clothes. Now I'm slowly coming back to the roots of my fantasy and now I've landed here. I sometimes gain weight and sometimes lose weight. I like it when I gain weight and become fatter and softer, but conversely I also like being thin. That's why my weight usually fluctuates between 154 lbs and 177 lbs (70 kg and 80 kg). I like watching women gain and eat while (optional) playing with their belly. I especially like sitting bellies. That's why a woman who has “just a little more” on her ribs is enough for me. I sometimes find constellations of extremely thin guys with extremely fat women weird and sick (but sometimes I like it). Yes, I like chubby girls and yes, I like being “normal” myself, but I have no objection to stuffing myself and/or a potential girlfriend with fast food several times a week. But I am also into living a normal live without any of those “things”.

vacation days 1 and 2

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