I feel like all of a sudden these last I don’t know 17 or so pounds become like going over the edge. I am just so fat all the time I don’t even wanna shower because it’s so exhausting when I lie in bed, my boobs sag into my chest and make it hard to

I’m getting so big now that I can’t even fit my belly in photos anymore!!

Day-um…who’s FAT AF? That would be me

I almost lost my shit when I watched this video. Knowing you’re fat/obese is one thing but seeing in slow motion how I have wrecked my body with the 300 pound gain in less than two years (130-439 from 5/20ish-3/22 crazy unplanned rapid gain from gymnast coach/fit body to belly that hangs so low that I am always struggling to not fall forward bc it is SO HEAVY.! Most of you know my story, if you don’t just go check out my profile. My weight gain story is pretty crazy.

This belly gets in the way of everything. It’s so big and so heavy and it hangs lower every day it feels like.

Damn. I look like a real porker in this pic

I was trying to do a couple squats and I fell backwards onto floor bc my gut so big and then I was horrified when I couldn’t get up from the floor because my belly was so big I couldn’t stand up and I was so weak. that’s never happened to me before, but it’s so cool to watch. I have almost no muscles left, especially in my belly and it’s so heavy it just hangs so much and the thick fat rolls prevent me from leaning forward. Watch SloMo, how much my belly fat belly jiggles, also when I struggle