End of the day scale 129.6 don't know what has me all heavy lol

I had 800 cals worth of heavy cream today. Gonna get back on it next week in hopes of reaching my goal

You don't have to gain a huge amount (although total once achieving my goal will be 20 pounds) to be a gainer or a foodie or into feederism. Who makes up these rules.

I think I'm over this site. The people on here have changed. Not all, but a good amount. They're so skewed into believing that if you aren't gaining 100 pounds then you might as well not be gaining...and that you can't possibly be "curvy" or have "curves" if you're 5'4 and 127-130lbs. I started here at 110. My goal was 130. I'm not officially there yet, but some people on here make it seem like my goal isn't enough...and it's starting to hurt my feelings. I don't shame or not cheer someone on because their goal is more or less. So why must I be shamed because they don't think I'll be big enough at my goal? I have to be comfortable in my own skin. Ugh

I want to gain more weight. But I haven't been feeling up to it this week. Eating enough to maintain. I'll get back on my heavy cream next week and do it for another 2-3 weeks....probably won't have too big of an effect on my body tho :/

My work pants feel so tight