chapter 1 feedism history

(SSBBW, SSBHM, Feedism, extreme weight gain, sex)

Eli

I wasn't always into weight gain, feedism, or even bbws for that matter. It all happened gradually for me. My puberty unfolded like with most guys, I was horny all the time and I thought about women constantly. I remember coming home each day after school and pouring over the many catalogues that were sent to my mom every week. I would skim through the advertisement till I found some women that I found attractive (usually in the lingerie or swimwear section) and go off to the bathroom to take care of business.

One fateful day during my senior year, my sexual preferences began to emerge. I came home and started thumbing through the latest delivered catalogue when I came across a plus-sized swimwear section. Now, these models were hardly plus-sized, more curvy than anything else, but I instantly became more aero used than any previous moment. These women offered so much more than their skinny counterparts. I was hooked.

I kept the catalogue for a long time, but soon grew interested in finding more curvy girls to look at. That's where the internet came in. I searched the web for curvy girls and was rewarded with dozens of sites that satisfied my desires. I enjoyed looking at girls with big boobs, wide hips, and big butts, but increasingly, I was drawn to models with rounded bellies. That soon became my go to porn type, which lead to preggo porn, chubby porn, BW porn, and eventually SSBBW porn.

Every girl that I dated was at least slightly in the plus-sized category and I was happy about that. Most of my relationships didn't last long; when you're an awkward teenage boy who is in to science fiction and fantasy, it takes a special kind of lady to really go for you. This didn't really change as the years rolled by. I wasn't a loner by any means, but I never had anything all that serious. My dating life throughout high school, college and my twenties was pretty sporadic. As I grew older, my sexual fantasies grew bigger. I dated bigger and bigger girls in search of the perfect woman, but I knew deep in my heart that I wanted a girl to share in the feedism side of my sexuality. I wanted a skinny girl who wanted a feeder to fatten her up to epic proportions.

My love of science fiction and fantasy lead to a successful career in writing novels. By the time I was in my late twenties, I was working on the last book of my fantasy novel series and was ready to move on to my next big endeavor. Little did I know how big that endeavor would be when I met Jade.

Jade

My love of fat men began when I was a little girl. I loved to watch football with my dad and I was always drawn, not to the athletic receivers or the handsome quarterbacks, but to the run-stuffing defensive linemen. I never knew why I liked to see these big bellied, 350 pound men so much, but I became really excited when the camera would show them after a big defensive play. It wasn't until I hit puberty that I began to understand why I liked these guys so much.

This created an interesting dynamic in my high school dating life. I was tall with long slender legs and was blessed with a really impressive pair of knockers. I was never really one of the girly girls who wanted to go shopping or attend sleepovers, I enjoyed hanging with the boys much more. To top it off, I was one of the only redheads at my school, so I was hit on constantly. Most of the boys were of no interest to me; all of them were too skinny for my tastes.

One day during my senior year, I encountered one of my best friends, Jesse, chowing down on an incredible amount of food in the cafeteria. He had always been stocky, but I never saw him over-indulge himself like this. I had to say, it piqued my interest. Turned out that the wrestling coach wanted him to put on five pounds to go up a weight class. I couldn't believe he was intentionally gaining weight. What's more, I couldn't believe that it turned me on so much. I had never been all that attracted to Jesse, but the sight of him stuffing his face like that really made me horny. I offered to help him with his weight gain, supplying him with as much food as he needed, and more. After all of the over-eating, he would often slump himself down on his couch, letting his distended belly hang out. After a few occurrences of this, I couldn't help myself anymore. I sat next to Jesse and rubbed his big belly. He was surprised at first, but followed my lead, grabbing my side as he pulled me closer. I knew that he never really had any idea why I fell for him, but I don't think it really mattered to him.

I dated Jesse for a little while until he reached his goal weight. The relationship lost its sparkle once the weight gain element was gone. From that point forward, I knew that I wanted to fatten my men up. Most of my boyfriends throughout high school, college, and my twenties, however, were not so much into this sexual fantasy. I knew the right man would come eventually, I just had to wait it out. Little did I know that the right man was someone I had been in contact with for quite a while for professional reasons.

I had never met Eli before, but during my early twenties, I won a job providing illustrations for his first fantasy novel. He was an unknown entity at the time, so he was more than willing to take a chance on a young art school graduate. His stories were so entertaining too, so doing the illustrations was a joy. I didn't know it at the time, but that gig made my career. I ended up providing the illustrations for all of his novels, and through that publicity, I found other work. Eli and I never met I. Person, but we would correspond through email sometimes, conversing about the upcoming illustrations and whatnot. When I was invited by his publicist to appear alongside Eli on a panel at the San Diego ComicCon, I jumped at the opportunity, excited to finally put a face to the name.