chapter 18

The next day, Emma didn´t wake up as early as the day before. Lili has been awake for hours and already finished her training session and didn´t want to bother her fattened and still fattening friend with exhausting exercises.

When Emma got up at noon, she got served a big quantity of food as usual. Once again nakedly exposed on the couch, eating the unhealthy amount of unhealthy food, that makes her unhealthy body even more grotesque, she adressed herself to Lili: „I think that I´m going back to my parents. I can´t be here anymore. JD hurt my feelings so much and I think that it´s the best that we are breaking up“, Emma told her.

„I do absolutely get your point there! I mean, apparently both of you aren´t happy anymore. I think, if you think about it, JD has been gone for serveral months and didn´t call you once in that time. That´s not what I would call a good relationship. And you have been drowning your bad feelings in food apparently. You are not meant to be together“, Lili exclaimed as she sat down next to Emma on the couch and continued: „But for gods sake, I don´t know how you wanna meet another handsome man in your current state, I mean you are sooo big ahaha“, she told her while she drummed on the wobbling gut of Emma. „Remember all the hot guys, who you used to date? They would be quite shocked by your appearance!

Emmas face got red again: „I wouldn´t want to date me neither, I can´t even watch myself in the mirror. I feel so heavy, I feel like I am prisoner in this fat body of mine and to be honest, I don´t know how I can see my parents and all the people in my hometown looking like this“, she started crying.

„Oh no, don´t cry big girl, you know what we are gonna do? There are a lot of big women who are even models and you know that confidence and favourable, nice clothes can change so much about someones look. It seems that your confidence isn´t existant at all as you know how big and unsporty you are, but I propose to you to buy some nice outfits for you online.

Emma still red-faced looked her friend in the eye: „That would be nice, thank you so much!
„No problem, I will see and order some flattering clothes for your size, but that´s gonna take some time. Maybe you could stay two more weeks until the order arrives“, Lili calmed Emma down. „In the meantime, just get yourself comfortable, smoke some weed and enjoy yourself for the last days before you start your new life with healthy food“, Lili told her while standing up to prepare more comfort food for her pig.